~my Story~

another busy day~ after rushing layout plan for ivan~ im a half dead zombie~ sleep late~wake up BLOODY early~ i think i'll be dead sooner then i know... OH PLEASE~it "mua" you're talking about~ anyway im really tired~ so we went to 3 different place today~ Sg.Buloh for returning the fountain~ then we head to HARTAMAS where the dram started~ we went to check out the mid autumn festival fair~ my aunt bought me a rose flavor mooncake~from purple cane~ and taste so so so so so GOOD~ then we head to this~Sen Terri Cottage to have a cup of English tea time with a customer~ where their's Tiramisu Rock~!!! the funny thing happenD~ so we went down stair after saying goodbye to that guy(customer) we went down stair to check out "the colour of living fair" so we went to this vendors~ my aunt want me to do the presentation for her~ for space rental in bangsar's concept store~ then we suddenly realize that my aunt lost her file!!! where she kept her cheque book i...

attitude is a way of living~ attitude is a character~ attitude form by who you really are~ attitude is what they will get whenever they piss or pleasure you~ what kind of attitude to make people attracted and afraid of you? at the same time~ like fire we need it, and we scare of it~ like water, we were calm at the second, but we are fatal possibly the next second~ i dont want to change into something so scary~ i like simple all along~ complicated personality is so not my thing... i wonder what type of dolly should i be~? i need to change~my perspecs~and my attitude~ Because~innocent is no place to sit~ Kind hearted Dolly(i am...and i want it to be Was) where they think the world is so kind~no bad~only good exist where bad is gone oh gone~ treat everyone so nice and never think of hurting anyone~ they love everyone bad or good~(i hate bad love good) Cold Blooded Dolly no feelings at all...whatever happend they will just silent... wont be helping anyone... Dandy Dolly pla...

It was so cold this morning~ i don't want to wake up under my warm comfy blanket and take off my jacket... feel a gentle light shine in from the window~ i wish someone is here beside me~that very moment~ a smile~a kiss~a hug~ that's so enough~more then just enough~ hug my rippo~and bolster~ **chap~chap** get ready for work~ #i realize the more i push those stupid feeling aside...the more they come back# ish~ it's likE whatever~ ok~ so another day i have to deal with design~ kinda sick of designing~ maybe its graphic so i feel sick~ haha~ im doing my best~ more then what I learn~ hello~ so so~ as i was saying~ went to starbucks again~ for coffee~ and you know what~ i kinda hate go starbucks alone with laptop~ cause when you want to pee~ damn geram~no one can help you to look out for it~ haihz~ and you have to hold~holD~HOLD~ so dreadfuL~ again few of my friend~ dating again~ within this week~ 6 of them get a bf already~ what the heLL~ haha~i gu...

here i am~ once Again~ doing exercise just~now~ me gosh~ i almost break my nose~ i was choreographing new moves~ then~ i kick my knee up and i kick my nosE~ without realizing my own flexibility ouch ouch ouch~

2008 is 10th anniversary for ayumi hamasaki 2008 is 20th anniversary for raymond 2008 is the 7th anniversary of ayuRAY ayumi is going to release a full compilation of all her single collection soon... as the result... lets see how many single (1st) she achieved and how much song can raymond sing? 01. poker face 02. YOU 03. Trust 04. For My Dear... 05. Depend on you 06. WHATEVER 07. LOVE ~Destiny~ 08. TO BE 09. Boys & Girls 10. monochrome 11. appears 12. kanariya 13. Fly high 14. vogue 15. Far away doLLyAyuraY can't sing 07. LOVE ~Destiny~ & 08.Monochrome 01. SEASONS 02. SURREAL 03. AUDIENCE 04. M 05. evolution 06. NEVER EVER 07. Endless sorrow 08. UNITE! 09. Dearest 10. Daybreak 11. Free & Easy 12. independent 13. Voyage 14. ourselves 15. forgiveness DollyayuRay can't sing: 06. NEVER EVER & 10.Daybreak 01. No way to say 02. Moments 03. INSPIRE 04. CAROLS 05. STEP you 06. fairyland 07. HEAVEN 08. Bold & Delicious 09. Startin' 10. BLUE BIRD 11. glitter 12....

yesterday went to bangsar~ my aunt and the contractor need to mark up the space for rent... and so on~ where i sit my butt comfortably over the other side at starbucks coffee~ doing my design both logo / signboard and name card~ its like HOW TO DO WITHOUT ILLUSTRATOR WOH~ so i just doodle over there~ both drawing paad and also microsoftwords~ well before i walk to starbucks~ i stand inside my shop~ suddenly this Singh walked in and come to me with a card~ name card i study it~ he is a fortune teller see~ and he say i have a very funny face~ i was like~(asshole) then he say: " i see your face, i see 2 people likes you~and you only like 1 of them,come let me tell you more" i was like "no thanks" man he is very hard to get chase away~ untill 3 of my contractor walk out from the back and stand behind me... MY HEROES~ then my heart actually was kinda scared~ cause he is hell right... i dont know whcih 2 likes me but so far i think so is that 2~ but my heart really only l...

**the bloated Fishes** **the spaCey twins** **the Shocking Scream** **say i"m HOT** **the prince of fairnest**

rain alot these day~ "at last" says my heart... i miss rainy days like sinCe~ though i don't have a nice chance to enjoy my rainy days in some one's arm, but a pile of works that need to be done instead~ well i can say life now is definetly living to the fullest~for me not emoing or something~ im just take a short break and rest my mind by flipping the "book of memories" in my head... well lets talk about yesterday~ i prank claire...hahaha~ was acting all... she believe in me so so much~ saying that i need her help~ its an emergency~ yada yada~ she is so so worry and about to come and look for me~ but i appears in her general direction~ she start whacking me like im some kind of sand bag~ duh~ claireey~ fRiend abuse k~not good!! not my delicate skin~ this is the worst prank ever cause the thing i made up every one is easy to detect something is wrong about it~ it's like LOL of de LOL... slapping on my face that is what i can say~ haha~ my sis came over a...

well the name for the shop is now set~ e. Co Branded well CHOICE is somehow i don't know~not economic, not echo enough, not electric shocking enough~ not because I'm a sore-loser or something just that my feelings tells me CHOICE sounds better and suitable for a boutique or a shop~ somehow out of sudden my aunt might bring in vendors that selling electronic stuff~ so from a boutique~ it become a shop that sell more then just fashion... it's like everything under one roof~ just that we don't have a roof but ceiling instead~ at the same time de shop also want to do something with environment friendly concept~ (oh please)~ but yet i agree this spirit and theme SAVE THE MOTHER NATURE that's why i didn't litter anymore~ but when I'm still a kiddo~ yea~ i did DON'T TELL ME THAT YOU NEVER DID BEFORE~ I MISS SOMEONE~ you know who it is~ It's MY BED~ i want to sleep so so badly~ im like a living mummy~ my head is like fishing infront of my laptop~ no matter h...

hartamas set up is my fav at all time~ at the same time the most exhausted out of bunch the set up i ever attended~ arrangement and setup take a very long time to mix and match the furniture as that doffus supplier~ haihz~cause us so many unnecessary trouble~ aiks~ today we went to guide the vandors perfectize their set up~ and waht rayray did a great job oh~haha feel glad~ want to blog more about my 1st day station over there~!` but im fishing edi over here~ toodles guys~

well at last my most anticipated fair is here!! wala~ its Colour of Living Fair a set up~ a fair that is going to require some interior design / deco skills or knowledge to get this work done~ this time we are using Arabian and Balinese both type of furniture as a major selling point thise time... we manage to bring in some Balinese stuff~ at 1st we manage to get a lot of furniture but when we go back for the second at least 85% of our choosen furniture are SOLD!! bloody hell i think the whole place are damn empty by then~LOL much~ thank god we got Arabian furniture~i hope he canbring in as many as possible... so i advice my aunt that we move the Balinese to the other side~ by converting the vendors that suppose to use Bali stuff to Arabian Stuff~ so it'll be much much better~ and my aunt as well other colleague agreed~^^ well come back to the shop~guys i need help here E CO-BRANDED or CHOICES is better to be the name for a boutique shop in bangsar leh?? please TAG me the answer k...

i attended my very 1st fashion show that held in Berjaya Times Square~ i saw so many handsome and beauty at the show~and some local stars~ and there was this singer name "Ding" dont know what~ haha~paise~ there were 2 performer i mean designer to do the show~ which is 1 is Academy and another is Key Ng the local designer~OH-MY-GOSH im so in love Key Ng he in Person~ he is so cute~ he almost 30 le ba i guess~ he look so cute he is shorter then me~ but he look so manly cute~ oh my gosh~ i cant take my eyes off him for 1 second~ i really want to take pic with him!!! SoSo so so badly~ but i dont dare~ he was smiling to me at the exit~ my heart was like beating so fassssssssssssssssssssssst >. im like starring at my feet >. so sad!!! why i dont take the chance to take a pic with him!!! T.T why oh why!!! WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!! where are you my courage??!! his smile is so sweet~like wayney~haha~should show off to him~ muahaha~ so the picture above is how the show looks like~ im...

It's been the longest winter without you I didn't know where to turn to See somehow I can't forget you After all that we've been through Going coming thought I heard a knock Who's there no one Thinking that I deserve it Now I realise that I really didn't know If you didn't notice you mean everything Quickly I'm learning to love again All I know is I'ma be ok [Chorus:] Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too It'll all get better in time And even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time I couldn't turn on the TV Without something there to remind me Was it all that easy To just put aside your feelings If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh Hurt my feelings but that's the path I believe in And I know that time will heal it If you didn't notice boy you meant everything Quickly I'm learning to love again All I know is I'ma be ok [Chorus:...

i want my face back~ my skin~my face~is under protection by the World Perfect Skin People Organization~ bLOody pimple ... supposedly you are gone~ i see you fading~damn it~now you coming back~ because of YOU stupid Hormone ~ you shouldn't go to my face!!! you should go to my bone and muscles! damn it!! grr~really dont know~i really feel like just commit suicide when i look at my face~ so sad~really cant accept what i am now~ i look like a monster~ feel so piss and sleepy i guess i just hit the bead earlier today then~ update again this post by tomorrow~

blogging under moon and sky really is the first time... breeze was blowing gently tickle the edge of my hairs, give me a gentle jump start to wake up my senses... listen to ayumi's song...i havent come to this level of calm and soothing like almost forever... except my lil cousin sis playing her piano totally out of tune... hahaha~well just 3 years old~ lil cutie~ another busy day...now since im done with design work now i have to assist my accountant for filling and some other account stuff... now im a account admin clerk~ WELL talk about irrelevant and multi task~ ^^v proud of myself~ went to a web making company today...with my aunt's partner - - - Desmond to choose a name for the web and so...well talk about conflict in between designer and businessman~LOL his way of thinking are TOO commercial... we love uniqueness~ they like simple and straight... haihz~ talk about creativity please PEOPLE~ oh please!!!!! haihz~he want me to "create" a name... please~ hoW?? well...

thanks to my beloved dad~ he paid so many years my phone bills~and his brain doesnt seems to understand what is JUMLAH PERLU DIBAYAR... this I DONT KNOW HOW TO SAY went to pay just only Caj Semasa!! i was like scream at him~cause this is like the second time i told him!!! now he get my phone line cut!!! when i need to go online the most!!! erm i always need to go online all de time~ erhem~ STILL YEA!!! he have to pay wert!!! this is dad's job~ grrr~ well was buys with chirstmas model proposal~ and im like almost blind and died out~cause i dont know what can i do somemore for this lovely model~ LOL oh LOL Natasha thanks for your T-shirts and key chain from new yorK Love the green one the brown one dont really likE it~sorry >. but still appreciates it!!! went to 1 utama for lucn with claireey adn olso lydia~ we blah so many about our future DESIGN COMPANY~ WAHLIAO~ CONQUER ASIA~ erm that was my dream line la~ wahahaha~ haihz~ come back to my work... office is still recovering~boug...