~my Story~

human is a very unique creature... we think more advance then any other creature on this planet~ we are definetly the ultimate being~ somehow the more advance we are...more things we te~surely did answer our human's pride~ but 21st century today... the more civilize we are, actually is more crucial we might gonna be~ well not all of us are evil, but admit it we co-exist with our own good and bad in ourself~ like we co-exist with other criminal in this world but as you can see, to live choose a side in this high tech world,people actually do things behine the screen so people can be fake or truthful anything is possible and we know that... but what is the use if you can only be truth and faithful behind the screen? it's just pure useless~ but i believe there are still people being truthful but then again~ can they be truthful all the time..we tell lies...i did~but really the lie is judge by is it hurting people or helping people... all i can say is if i need to tell a lie or do

try to find me~ this song was introduce by claire... touch my heart so much neh~cause now i am lost in a way~ a relationship that people jealous about~a relationship that soon 1 years old~ so happy~such happiness and lucky~i'm thrill lats lastly i can find someone i can be together with for my life...people say we are 2 different world~but i dont care...he dont care and walk with me~ yea if we are too different~we already broke up the very 1st month together~ but we can walk until today~it's a total effort and love of us both~ in betweenn mistakes and quarrel occured...its so normal for a relationship~ but the mistake swas very huge for me to bare~though the wound is recover but the scar~ is so so heavy in my heart when everytime something seems to be so not in place~ those nightmare come back again hunting me down~ in short whenever he dont act like the way i want it~ i will start thinking alot~ until i cry~ he have no idea how deep the cut was... he have no idea how painful a

closing in is a another end of the month~ felt so nervous that end of this month is a very special day in my life for my my 21 years of life~ realize climbing up for all these years is heck a not easy but not so hard either~ just that what i learned through out these years~ and also been through a change where not much people did~ felt that my life is quite special~and yet also normal~ i am now realize that when i'm standing here envy at others people life~ someone else are actually~envy bout my life too~ cause though i'm not rich~materialistic life is not much i can enjoy but not so pitiful until i can't even taste one~ maybe not like Hollywood stars bah (i'm just compare myself to impossible) but my life here still have my own colour that those stars can't get~ so im pretty greatful that everything are mostly in place~ it's a new Moon~(randomness) PICTURE OF DE DAY

well before reaching end of year 2009~ i actually broken two brooms~because of what~ well you can take a guess~which it has got to do with BUG~ damn~i like rainy day~same time hate it~while i want to enjoy the beautiful scene of rain drops~ i have to face my worst nightmare as well~when its raining those cockroach will eventually find a safe place to hide from water~and they will start 'walk' in my kitchen~and the reach out far weapon i can get is broom~ basically kill 1 cockroach cost me 1 broom~hehe~ previously its ok to kill them with broom~ but i din realize that the head of the broom was that fragile~ because its no longer the wood type~its plastic 1~LOLZ 1 STRONG HIT~before i even can see the dead body the darn bug~ i saw the head of my broom is on the other side of the kitchen already~ and im so cool~ i did it again~but this time ok bit~the head crack but still attach to together~ different from 1st one with a total two way separation~ so FYI I HATE COCKROACHES~ ewwwwwww

Michelle Wong Vern Im Tan Bee Kon Yong Ching Huan Andrew Har Shi Hao these people was the star of my secondary school life~ that accompany me walk by my fantastic life time where i learn to be Raymond~ they guide me all de way~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL MY FRIENDS~JULY STARS AND AUGUST STARS

**Sunrise Sunset ~Love Is All~** Jacket A track listing: [CD] 01. Sunrise ~LOVE is ALL~ (Original mix) 02. Sunset ~LOVE is ALL~ (Original mix) 03. "fairyland-glitter-BLUE BIRD-Greatful days-July 1st" Mega-Mash-Up-Mix 04. Sunrise ~LOVE is ALL~ (Original mix -Instrumental-) 05. Sunset ~LOVE is ALL~ (Original mix -Instrumental-) [DVD] 01. Sunrise ~LOVE is ALL~ (video clip) 02. Sunset ~LOVE is ALL~ (video clip) 03. Sunrise ~LOVE is ALL~ (making clip)

saw these 3 movies~basically land of the lost is a can go movie if you are toooo boring~ but the rest like HIS MAJESTY SECRET'S SERVICE & G.I.JOE IS A MUST SEE MOVIE~CAUSE It's really a good movie~ 1 is funny until you laugh gila!!!! 1 is WOW until you WOW~?! saw it with my sis, janice and my hubby~ weeeeeeee~ these few days basically is spending money like open tab~ sad~

having this flashes of image...in my mind... friends that was here but now gone... as well lovers that already change faces... but now when the one who is still here i hope they stay... i look at my relationship...it seems the passion is running low... maybe reality is cruel or fantasy are just not as strong as we hope it can be... people tell me it can when two heart think the same... even now i still believe so~ maybe im the person that can't face the reality most of the things i do sometimes seems to be a lil too naive... i know the fact but i just hard to accept myself that i have to do thing this way sometimes i just wish that i can run away... regardless... from the responsibility or face the reality of this world that miracle can only happened to the bless one... im kinda annoying cause when im happy i felt bless but when im not~ i'll start taking things very emo~ Claire always says that so~ haha~ recently watch this 2 famous gay couple in Beijing video~and then hook up