~my Story~

**For...** Jack, Isaac, Sheng~~~ lets go take high fashion picture luo... want??? feel like making a movie with music and our picture playing ah lemme know ya^^ we do it next week~

**lets Say Goodbye To 2007...And Hi to 2008** 2007 is a year that filled with bundle of memories... people come and go in my life this year is totally beyond my calculation... i just realize that i have so many memories stuck in my head... when my brain is like triggered...by my bro... i learn so many things-work and studies thanks to these thing, i met with correct and mistakes... thanks to these thing, i met with succes and failure... i learn so many things - relationships thanks to him, i met with happiness and sadness.... thanks to him, i met with hope and hopeless... thanks to him, i met with truth and lies... thanks to him, i met with smile and tears... i learn so many things - friends thanks to them, my life filled with fun and joy... thanks to them, my life filled with colour and hopes... thanks to them, my life is wel fulfilled... i learn so many things - family thanks to them, i know my responsibilty... thanks to them, i know my own way... thanks to them, i know i have to fig

**MiRRoR** 1)When you stands before your mirror, what will you see? I'll see what i can do to myself, just to make myself perfect... 2)When mirror can show you 3 things, what would you like to see? I would like to see who is my forever lover, what am i after 10 years and how i die. 3)If mirror can help you to see thorugh someone's mind, who is it gonna be? My ex. 4) If mirror can bring you to 1 place, where you want to go? Japan, and have concert with my ayumi hamasaki!!! 5) What will you ask your mirror to do, if it can change any part of your body that you dont like become nicer? My Lips!!! **mirror reflects what appear infront of our eyes instead inside...but you can lie to some1 but no yourself...be honest and happy with who your are...what comes and goes its just give and take...truth is what you can see and what you believe...so what you see yourself is in the mirror...thats you yourself...**

**BeautiFul yet Christmas...** Before christmas and after christmas...basically I totally flip myself up and down... to many partays need to attend nah~ talk about club prince~ i went to 3 different club with in 5 days... saturday went Laqueen...monday went Maisone...tuesday went Scarlet i was like cant believe that i'm in and out thse place so many times... beside went to many different club...i receive quite lots of presents too... first i wolud like to say thank you to my gorgor for that wonderful cute hippo... haha 2nd is my dear claireey for that useful wrist support you get me... and not to mention its a zebra also...hah and my mom for that cute dolly statue you get me... 24th of DEc (christmas eve) went to Ting Fung's house for party... nice food nice house and nice wife TF get there... hah~ the house was flooded by people and i can barely see my own leg...(exagerating) children is running up and down open his houses room as if they are in there own house...and they sta

**together When pV** i just saw the PV... it's like what i have in mind... the puppet is ayu herself and another puppet is her partner... her partner (puppet) was "sold" to a boy... so in the story ayu parter gone forever... and she left alone in the story... all by herself...under the rain... i'm still here all alone... but you already in someone's arm now~ i'll reborn one day to someone else... but we'll never meet again... do go and watch... it might trigger your consideration to the story and your life...

**She Sang my minD...** People all wonder why i like ayumi so much~ not because she is pretty and what so ever... but her song sang my feelings... everytime i go through something it seems like me and her is facing the same things... like i know what happend to her...and she knows what happend to me... when i first realize i like this guy...many trauma and emotion wnt into my head... after my confession to him... he explain to me what he did becaue he treat me like a younger brother... thats why he so protective... i know we cant possible to be together...but i will always make you as my role model to follow up... *this is where ayumi's song Walking proud attach to my inner feelings...* not only this song... in her MY STORY album songs like : hope or pain...carols... in her previous album songs like: To be...end roll...a song for XX...powder snow etc sang my feelings and emotion that runs in my head when i'm alone on my journey she sang so many encouraging songs: blue birds, f

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**My End of 2007" oso 100 post Anniversary Life now seems getting harder for me... so many thing againts my will... but i don't know how i get to surviveed out of it... after looking back at my older blog... so many thing has change... not only life is getting tough... but even me myself can feel that i can handle more then just thing...but thingS... when i work...is the most people having a good rest... for me...i have to fight for what i want...because i was never been gifted... i chat with one of my friend the other day...(i chatted with ZhiXuan) she say: "ah~mond you are so geng on many asspects, so confidence no matter what..." I said: "haihz, i was once confidenceless...it's because me myself under-estimate myself, so i can't trigger my button to release my confidence..., if you never look down at yourself...then no one will...but if you do, everyone will look down at you" everyone have their own confidence, just different way and aspects they

** What is your Ex- BF or GF Horoscope? ** ~*~What I’m telling you about is how your ex with that horoscope will go to treat you… And I think it’s real and accurate…may you understand that how your ex will face you when you guys had come to an end…so you can choose to hope to patch back or just let go~*~ Aries (牡羊座/白羊座) 3/21 – 4/20 Aries is that kind of people that different shape love and hate clean and clear. For them black and white only, no grey zone at all. And they are very “cool” or “keras kepala” type or person. After breaking up, there shall be no more relation at all, in the other word they don’t want to have anything to do with their ex. If lets say they patch back together, or still keep in touch, Aries will never be kind to them either, they’ll be giving cold shoulder at all times, and never let their ex have any chance to hurt them anymore. Taurus (金牛座) 4/21 – 5/21 (ray ray’s Horoscope) Stubborn Cow~cow will always remember the finest moment between them and their ex, in

**Go My Own Way…Life, Must Go on…** 7th - 9th of 2007 ~ 12 Interior Design Student’s Saturday 7th of 2007 (Friday) IAD students of 2007 depart from KBU International College heading way up to Ipoh, Perak. To participate this event / competition…in the place of UITM they held… With other college joining in… MSID, PJ CAD, UCSI, DSM, MIA, EQUATOR, AIC, UITM M’SIA, ALPHA, TWINTECH and of course last but not least KBU. Member…year 1: John, Alex, Ting Fung, James, Claire, Wan Hui, Jackson, Nigel, Wilson, Ming Yap, Wendy, Ying Hao, Johnathan, Lydia, Tze Ling, Mun Yee, May Yee, May Ling, Shen Wern… Year 2: Martin, Fung Wai, Adrian, Aisha, and few girls I can’t remember their name…oops~ Year 3: Andrew, Keith, Adeline, Ah may, Suet Ying Roughly tell you the most important things lah~ Hehe We WON 3 1st Prizes neh~ Rakit race …………. Champion Creative Performances………………Champion Living Shelter………………Champion Hehe and our slogan is “ Fui-yoh KBU, Fui-yoh KBU, Fui-yoh KBU” Theme song is Jolin’s 爱无赦 Anot

**Listening…** Listening to the old songs… Was once I never really cared… Never thought that, how creative a song writer can be… A song composer can be… Or maybe how real they are…to life…to the thing that we face… When you are still here… Listening to the voice of the singer… Bring back my emotion towards everything… Old song might sounds kind of last seasons thingy… But then they really understand what you had in mind… What you fell…in your very deep heart cores… Celine Dion --- “The Power of Love” : “ Cause I’m your Lady, and you are my Man” A simple sentence to show that 1 just purely want to love another, be the other half of another, vow to another because the love between them. Diana Ross ---“When You Tell Me That You Love Me” : “ Every time you touch me, I’ve become a hero. I’ll make you safe no matter where your are and bring you everything you ask for, nothing is about me, I’m shinning like a candle in the dark, WHEN

**Together when...** Someone was here with me that day… But now had already gone… Far, far away and I realize his face in my mind is getting blurred… Till I can barely see who is he…? Somehow our memories still remain in my mind… Walk in to my head without a sign… Makes me sad and sorrow, Still behind my tears, I was smiling… Thank you was here before… Thank you for loving me before… For now, you already had someone new is you’re arms… Goodbye is the word I hate to say…some more it’s you the one It’s just there isn’t any reason for me staying here, right? So just hope that lovely can continue my love to you… Waiting on the journey way home, in the train I saw our memories… Appears in front of my eyes, how sweet it was…I took a deep breath staring out to the window… Looking at the view and dawn we shared before…it never change… It’s just in between us… You choose to leave for someone else… Maybe you are right, you are not meant to be here… Like the train heading to the place I’m from bu