**She Sang my minD...**

**She Sang my minD...**

People all wonder why i like ayumi so much~

not because she is pretty and what so ever...

but her song sang my feelings...

everytime i go through something it seems like me and her is facing the same things...

like i know what happend to her...and she knows what happend to me...

when i first realize i like this guy...many trauma and emotion wnt into my head...

after my confession to him...

he explain to me what he did becaue he treat me like a younger brother...

thats why he so protective...

i know we cant possible to be together...but i will always make you as my role model to follow up...

*this is where ayumi's song Walking proud attach to my inner feelings...*

not only this song...

in her MY STORY album songs like : hope or pain...carols...

in her previous album songs like: To be...end roll...a song for XX...powder snow

etc sang my feelings and emotion that runs in my head

when i'm alone on my journey she sang so many encouraging songs:

blue birds, fairyland, my name's Women, about you, real me, rainbow,inspire,

then come to my most beautiful years 2007:

i start a relationship with someone...

someone that bring me happy and sadness within 4 months time...

when i start in love with him :

ayumi's song sang my emotion again: Honey...glitter...STEP you...jewel...secret...walking proud...beautiful day

when we argued...she sang again my frustrating emotion that runs in my mind:

rainy day...part of me...moments...no way to say...momentum

now he's gone,

ayumi's 7 years lover tomoya nagase left her as well...as over here

mine had also choose to leave me...

1st i was hatred : around that time,ayu sang talking to myself and decisions that is about *dont give us any lame reason, just to make your goodbye looks and sounds nice...ddestroy the oldtimes to get a brandnew self...*

after that she release a new digital single named "together when..."

which makes me cry more than last time~

*thank you and i love you is the both things that is truth and lies that i wanted to say but didnt say...i cant hardly say goodbye cause it is too sad*

i didnt get to see the whole mv but i saw a few slots...

a puppetears is playing the story that talks about happily ever after...but on the other side of the scene is a couple breaking up...

so its a very sad and considerable story...

after years...come to end of 2007, she'll release another album named "guilty"

in the album so many songs i liked and the rhythm really goes into my emotion...

i think this album will make me more attach to every song of hers...