**againts...**
1st time i felt so defeated~when everything go against me~im panic, lost, hatred and scare... actually previously one or two things can't hurt me at all~ but this time too many hitting me at the same time, how am i suppose to stand strong? 1st Site is band 2nd Relationship is undergoing a non healthy mode 3rd a kind mom turn into an evil bitch that hunt you down every single thing you do 3 different things, 3 different huge problem, 3 impact that makes me go all the way down the drain i use to hope for best~strike for the best...but now i have no more energy to do so... i have no car how to go to the site when my mom is keep on bugging me for car where i need the car for it~ i cant relax and hangout with my love one when we are argue more then seeing each other, is it indicating this relationship is no longer here? i harm no one instead i help as many people as i can~ be kind but in return what i want is never i can get~ i hope nothing but just asking a nice relationship, im willi