~my Story~

**alone** well today is the 6th day of me working~ well i've been alone in the office for these few days~ and now im wind up alone in the starbucks cafe in time square~while my aunty~is having a business discussion with her customer~haihz~ so many people not in the cafe of course but around me~stading infront of the cinema~friend and friends~couple and couple~>.< geram untill i want to kill every single of them~wahaha~ no la~ didnt pissed anything~on the other hand i smile and happy for them~ cause they have each other right beside them~ sometimes i wonder if i have a bf while he is like a zillion miles from me~ but i never felt alone~or worry~ do i believe him? yes i am. do i love him? yes i am. do you miss him? yes i am. do you need him? yes i am. well, i have him inside of my heart, at all times. he's with me, like my own shadow, holding im in my heart and feel my hearbeat, like a never ending song, that play in his favourite rhythm, follow him untill the edge of the w

**SANK in dust** yes yes yes~ blogging in the office and knitting spider web in the office~ and day dreaming and watching youtube...sneaking handsome guy's profile~what the~cause my task is completed and i have nothing to do~unless my aunt approve the info i get for her~somehow~she's out station now~ and basically im growing mushroom and dust in the office and not to mention facing the labtop from 9am till 6pm other then lunch break and pee pee and get water basically my butt is on the chair with my eyes starring straight into the labtop screen~LOLz talk about 7 wonder: 1st ) hows my bf doing with his exam coming... 2nd ) hows papan now( he is SICK badly one) *pray) 3rd )did john get any bill today 4th ) what should i buy for Brownie's bday 5th ) whats the plan of the fairwell dinner with johnathan 6th ) what to do with my wedges 7th ) when can i become more good looking more photo genic!!! hello~ god ah be fair can ma~ Syok sendiri here~

**Genting Trip with Johnathan & Douglas** 14th May 2008 after came back from SIBU i have another plan to catch up with my other 2 best friend...Johnathan a.k.a John ~ Douglas a.k.a Papan ~ we went up to genting through bus and cable car la~haha~ was scared hehe the 1st time i ride now i feel like its just like a piece of cake! here are just 3 pic only~just a bulu out of a ~~ i dunno~~

**Raymond gone wild at SIBU's pic** **the house with the face** **fever night at the park with crazy man yee** **DAMN this pic i do look like a nanny** **5 elements to 1 and be the world** (wonder where nigel's pretending skill gone we need the most) SPOILER!!!

**Raymond gone wild at SIBU** why i refer myself as gone wild? basically i total released myself over there in sibu~the rules and discipline i was bound to my myself these year was broken within that 6 days~ 1st is food~i ate mee as in yellow mee i totally never allowed myself to eat, 2nd sweet stuff, 3rd supper... after food would be my action ~hehe total let myself out from the box!!! wei!!! so so so~how to say~well the most is crazy in the car with jackjack~and then on the way back to the house we came across a small forest so i always wind down the window and scream~haha scream like a mad man~haha well cause you cant do it in KL as you know~ we dont have a forest for you to scream~and you stay in KL imagine if you do it here~you'll mark by other people~and that is a heck of embarassement~haha basically that is the most geng edi~haha come to th weird thing we do is like i feed jackjack like a baby~ me and manyee doing sth silly at the garden~ and some crazy pic~out of this plane

SIBU ** Last Day ... shatterEd tearS** after whole night staying up~ some of them went back to take a shower, only the people who stay at john's bro house slept~cause really tiring~ anyhow we woke up and clean ourselvesm, we cleaned the rooms and also pack our things to leave~miss the house~ then we went for breakfast having la zhi mian its almost de same with malay style fried mee...after that we went to try their bak kut teh...amazing is they have bak kut teh in the morning in KL bak kut teh start their business only at night, their bak kut teh taste is lighter then our one in KL...somehow the taste not so bad la just tooooooo many pepper~haha after that the kidS are so funny playing with the machine that you put in 20 cents then you get an item in de capsule...they play like so happy~LOL kids~ erm so am i a kids but more matured la^^ hehe~*swallow*after that we head back to Ing Hou house to get the kong piang and other thing that we decide to take back to KL~ got dim sum also la

SIBU ** day 5 the trip of green and food ** day 5 its the almost the last day for us to stay in Sibu, so today we planned to buy , eat and see...for the whole day...basically we are not stopping at any cost... in the morning, we went for breakfast at a restaurant name "yum yum" the food is delicious not to mention, i love their "chap kueh" its like a kueyteow soup somehow its not kuey teow cause its nicely cut in square and the soup is almost like bak kut teh~ i love that so much then then due to we are eating all de way, so we just share and taste the food only~ we ordered chap kueh, laksa, and fried kam puah i guess ... not much just to have a taste of de food^^ then we went for shopping, we went into a grocery store where they sell a lot of foreign food and beverages in a very very cheap price...esprit flavoured drink, it cost like 7-8 rinngir here but there only sell rm4.35 over there omg cheap gila edi...then the Pierre water here sell almost rm12 per bottle an

SIBU **day 4 3rd agenda : SEOHUN'S LIFE** " i am a sad lady, and just lost my cow in a BIG city.. I need help~ahahaha~" the lady was crying and yet laughing at the same time. "PleaSe anyone seen my SOULMATE his name is jackjack!! heLp eheheheheh~" and she mumble in a very weird way~ agregrugrtpto!@#$^sda&*!2 with an old witch laughter. "NGor hai leng lui~tai ha~tai ha~" she start speaking weird and broken cantonese. In English that mean : im a beauty, come and see~" "neh this is my cow~i thought him swimming, hip hop and a lot more oh!" when everybody starring at her, she start saying again :" i tell you, when i thought him swimming that time, he alomost drown, thanks to my CPR, i saved him, and now he call me "mummy"...everybody sweat badly...it's a soft toy, CPR??Hip Hop??huhz? "neh this is my jackjack, i love him and he loves me...isnt he is handsome , and im so beautiful, isnt it that we are actually m

SIBU **day 4 agenda 2 : YMCA camping Zone** after send off ting fung~ bon voyage~ we head back to Ing Hou house to prepare foods and beverages for later picnic plan at YMCA camping zone~ we preparea salad. sandwiches. snacks. kong piang. sparkling juice. soft drinks. etc~ around 230 we depart and reach there around 1 oclock~somehow, rain starts to fall...somehow is not that heavy la~so its quite ok just that the river that use to be very clean and clear has now become yellowish due to de rain~ am worrying if my skin will rotten anot f i steps in~ haha after we move in to our preffered gazevo, rain stop~ hello thank you much~haha~ then~ ting yi and may yee the hero and he heroine the very 1st pair of daring people steps into the yellow river~ and nigel that fella so nice and scream :"ei ray ray come you sure like the view here~" "yea right stepping into the water~just kill me instead~ haha the 1st gazebo was not a wise one cause no water~ so we seek to move in to another

SIBU ** Day 4 : TF's Last Day...** the 4th day i have totally 3 agenda to share~ 1st is our BELOVED TING FUNG last day in Sibu~ supposingly that fella should follow me and claire return to KL on Monday night...somehow our beloved needa to atten a baptist ceremony on sunday~so have no choice he have to go back on Saturday~ and so so~ in the moning we went for breakfast~ new dishes~ it's called "ding bian hu" ding refer as a type of wok~ bian means side~ hu means flour mix with water become doug...but doug in here is in a glue form~ its like dough in soup~ like pan mee~ they have fungus, pork slice some vege inside~ it taste very light~quite tasteless but you can add in some vinegar and pepper to enhence the taste~ then ing hou and chiong hoon,michelle and ting fung went buy kong piang and some local delicacy~ for de 1st time we get to taste a de legendary kong biang~they have 2 different flavour 1 is hard and 1 is soft de~ after breakfast me, wilson, ah ma, ming yap an

SIBU **3rd Day 9th of MAY** its a fruitty day for us and also where we learn and felt the most form the trip~ in the morning after breakfast~we went to john's father factory~to have a visit~his father's factory make pillow and mattress~so so~thats widely sell in SIBU~ we saw the foam making progress~its like WOW~and we even took a piece of it as a souvenir ne!! then we head to john's father side de village and visit~we saw a lot of kampung house~ and its a whole new experiece a look at the people how they live with water from whell~there we plucked a lot of fruits~and see so many different things~which is really mesmerizing~ and then we head to the nearest town~with they name it as sarikei~ or the other word is pineapple town~ we took picture with the famous landmark which is a huge pineapple and there is an IBAN handcraft shop nearby and we over head there to get some souvenir la~ so so~ then countinue head to another town~before that we stop at the nearest village of john

SIBU **day 2~ 8th of May** the second day~is when the second gang of people arrived la^^which is~ :Crazy de SEoHUn, cute cute de Qiqi, BeAutiful de MayYee, KungFu Candy de mEILIng, MrS.Tan de WeiThing~and Our HeRO~inGhou de LAo bAn~ after their arrival we head for breakfast~ the famous curry kam pua~which is a type of noodle and some unique serve kind of wantan~they serve with black sauce de oh~and it taste so good~then come back to the curry kam pua it also separated in white and black~black kam pua is with black sauce, white means without la!!~hoho furthermore the curry is sweet in taste not spicy at all~talk about japanese style of curry much~(and NIGEL thats like your lifetime good news kan?^^ then after food we went to SAN YANG buidling the one and only sky scrapper in SIBU~and own the oki oki shopping mall~which i dont see i can get a thing~or anything really there althought there is something over there that i dont know if i should consider it is a thing~but then undeniable the

SIBU Trip **7th of May 2008* de day after my birthday~me and my college friendhead to SIBU~ for our "overSEAS" vacation~ not to mention 1st time oh~ we depart around 730~and reach sibu around 10sth~ basically de flight is OK the weather is nice~ me and claire had 1901 hotdog in de plane cause cannot stand de stomach playing drum~ if you get what i am try to say~ hehe other then me and claire basically everyone is in sleeping mode~ we separated into 2 gang~ 1st gang is on the 7th of may's flight 2nd gang is 8th instead~ so 7th de people GOT: Claire...Mun Yee...Yao yao...John...Tze Ling...Jackjack...TommY...WilSOn...NigEl...aH Ma...tungTung...ME 8th de People Got: MEiLing...MayYee...WeiThing...QiQi...IngHou...SeOHun... ALL 18 of US~ so after the arrival we waited to check into SIBU~ and to collect our luggage~ by then~wilson's DAD...John's DAD...and his cousin sister arrived already to fetch us from de aiport~ the road is very bumpy~as if we are on de SEA on a bo

**My 20th Birthday** my birthday may 6th~ uncountable message~ and a party from my college friends~ carve another beautiful page on my life~ i have 2 presents from my college friend~ they gave me 20 red eggs~and 1 YOU KNOW WHAT???? AYUMI HAMASAKI'S LATEST SINGLE MIRRORCLE WORLD AH~ ARGH!!!! (scream like a mad man here~) thanks my friends for the loveliness~ me and my lil sis mun yee she is the one who know what i want~ muacks^^ ya thank you guys~~^^muacks

**HappY 20th Birthday to RayRay** so soon~20 ringgit no change~a young adult i name myself~ but the name is definetly not easy to be carry~ responsibillity and duty is coming right up on your shoulder~ well definetly this day will come~well im already there~ i receive alot of sms~ Msn and so~ thank you guys~ my 20th birthday is so sweet~ because of YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU ^^v my aircond back online everything seems like going smoothly~ my life now is ok and just Nice^^haha hope everything is ok and better~^^

**NO AiR** Jordin Sparks ft Chris Brown~yo~ new Mv is out and the song is damn nice ah!!!! No Air~ "But how, do you expect me, to live alone with just me? cause my world revolving around you, it's so hard for me to breathe~" talk about sweet~ packing stuff and prepare myself for 6 days 5 nights trip to SIBU~ yeah yeah~so basically i wouldnt be blogging for all together almost a WEEK times~ its ok when im back i have more then you ever expect to blog about~day 1 to day 6 ^^ around me~hmph i have this 4 friends not all attach~1st time 5 of us is attached i hope 1 day we can all come out and meet up^^ haha well so long~ *fu~shiuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu*

**Geesh~** ok im so freaking piss~ no aircond in my room~msn was suppose to be fun and relaxing~ now is like a HELL~in my room~T.T i want my cold untill will snow de aircond come back~T.T i like SNOWy~SNOW!!!!!!!!!!! officially cooked already my brain~ no mood to blog at all just looking ro a place to scream~blog summore when aircond is fixed~GEESH

**Dream of YOU** i wish to get my hand on this single so badly~ this is the 1st time i ever have to wait to get my single~ haihz~ this is the 10th anniversay single~ the 1st 2 picture is the deluxe version of Mirrorcle World the 3rd and 4th picture is the CD only Version Two new song with 1 remix old single~ 1st Deluxe Version is YOU 2nd Deluxe Version is Depend on You was the 1st runner up single when the 1st time they debut~ so is this New Single Mirrocle World~ Ayu had succesfully redraw the record of the Music Record~ Continuosly won the 1st champion and sell the most record for the 30th Times~ She created the new record that no one can beat~ T.T im so SAD i want ayumi new single and her tour of secret 2007~oh money oh money~LOLz

**CRAZY SUN + CRAZY WeATHER** what can i say~about my labour day~i figured out a lot of things~ not to mention the freakig hot weather that is burning hot~ thank god no college or anything~if not i'll turn into ashes~ getto stay at home baby sitting my sis~ Lucky to hide away from the CRAZY SUN~ lying on the sofa in the noon~realize that labour day is also a husband and wife day~ for the people that can read chinese ya~ Labour day in mandarin means 劳工节~劳工 simillar to 老公 (husband) so in mandarin we say as lao gong jie~ as for husband we say as lao gong as well!! Lao Gong Jie (劳工节) in english is Labour day~ so in mandarin we call wife LAO PO almost simillar with LA BOUR~ haha so its also husband and wife day in the other way~LOLz today is like so free~my mind is like going around and think alot of stuff~ and how i make it come true~or so ~ about my future~study~works~everything seems so blur at the sudden~ although me myself clearly know what i want~just that some uncertain in my mi