~my Story~

college kicked start yesterday with another project~ and im totally ready for it~this time not a shelter~ but a sculpture like thingy~ anyway~ a lot of man power that why im not worry~ all im worry is the concept can be delivered or not~ anyway the meeting is ok~ doing great~and went for lunch with bunch of people in my class woohoo ate pan mee~and i then i pack for my hubby and went all the way to his house~ to bring him the food as well hang out with him~ something weird happen~before i go home~we dropped by at 7-11 to get something to drink~ when i opened the door i saw a face that look so familiar~ he look like my 1st ex~he looked at me and i looked at him too~ but then i told myself its selayang~not ampang then i just forget about it~ though i realize that he was looking at me through out the way~ but whatever la~i've move on a zillion years ago~ so it doesn't influence me also~ here is a song i wish to share by Utada Hikaru~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I

me and hubby catch this movie with tears and joy due to the movie have the element of funny scene~tension~live or dead~love & sacrifice~parents love~ it's one of the best natural disaster movie i watched~

this is Zuo Wen Xuan~Yi Ju Hua~a words~ this is Guo Cai Jie~ni bu zai~you're not here~

in my head there's conflict between good and evil~ yes or no~but who knows? things can be so complicated~ i just wish everything can go back the way it was~ though we need changes~but sometimes the way they are is just nice~ its quite though of what to do now~ things came back to zero~ the job hunt has to go on again~ i don't feel tired at all~to actually guide him all the way~ but i really wish that he can be grown up now~ only if he can know in my heart he is always my love one~ no matter what people say~ he is just the one i wish to talk to every night before i sleep~ im scared~do you know why? i dreamt that we broke up for 2 times~and those 2 times im crying badly~and he walk off my life~what is it trying to tell me? did he realize how important is he to me~ even im going melacca with my friends~ i still worry about him thinking what he is doing and hows de day~ missing him so much its the 1st time out of the 3 relationship i had~ i wish to treat him like an adult~and belie

introduced by Andrew Har

well been through a lot of stuff~~ well~ 1st is comp send to fix and done so missed out quite a lot of things~ 2nd came back from a wonderful trip~THANKS TO AUNTIE RAFE for the wonderful planning~ THANKS TO MINYAK for the hospitality of Tan's Family and tour to Melaka Jonker Street~ and i'm thrilled and still missing that place (not the heat) view, food, feelings i was shower with arts and history that day~whoohoo~ walking on that street i tried so hard to enjoy this moment~but have no idea why it has to be so heaty on that day~like im in a giant oven~ picture had already upload on Facebook~ planning to go here there before college resume!damn~ IM COUNTING AGAIN~