~my Story~

when you think life is easy life turn out to be not so easy~ there are always obstacle hiding right at the corner to ambush you~ haihz~ facing 2 big submission~resubmission of my dissertation glad and happy that lyd offer me her help with my dissertation!! LYDIA I LOVE YOU!!! and also submission of my prototype which i havent even meet the person to do my stainless steel thingy majigy~ went for a visit to NAG aka National Art Gallery~ SAW AWESOME work from Venice designer~ their exhibition~ inspired a lot~i complained to ms.joanne our module leader ask her why dont tehy have this exhibition like last year so we can get ourself well inspire~deng much~ before i update with picture~ i needa go back to reality face my dearest nightmare~lord!!!

that we never meet~ that we never had each other before~ that we never have to hurt each other~ that I don't have to end up again in tears and blood from my heart~ it's another submission closing in and horrifying things always caught up to you~ this submission is important and i have to make a decision that have to eat my heart up~ and swallow my soul in to deep canyon of pain and suffer~ with hopeless my soul drawn~ with no help but myself to tell myself to live or dead~ to go on or let go~ to keep or to be free~ who is here with when you are gone~many~but my heart can never hold on to what you are doing~ with what you are hiding! i never dare to lie to you~never cause i don't want to hurt you when you found out that I lie~ cause those hurt is more painful then a stab of sharp knife~ even worst then a cut on your wrist~ because I'm living in both sin of alive and dead~ when you just walk out like that~ you show me you are innocent but what you are doing is totally dif

HappY April Fool i wish to say~ FOOL~claire was fooled by TingFung last night~and i'm always the storyline in all these scam~! including my husband using his trick and trick the people around~so all together 3 peoples call me cause of this prank~ CLAIRE~IVAN~AND DOUGLAS~ what the ... Claire is obviously piss~but i know you HONEY C~you won't hate him~ i hate shits like people stealing others gf or bf~ because it's not right~ don't you agree? besides~why you can't use your brain? people treat you nice does it mean that they into you? NO~ you are giving yourself a fake hope~ with that fake hope you created your imaginary world between you and him or her! when that world you created was refused by him or her~ than your world will be tumbling down~ and you will have this action like talk to his OR her REAL PARTNER~ and seriously speaking this is what i call LOW LIFE~ cannot able to earn and find someone yourself~ instead you needa steal someone else~ this is A SHAME~ bu