~my Story~

depicting ayu's countdown concert title to be the new beginning of my year 2011... because I sheet down the old parts of mine and go on explore the whole new myself this year... Happy New Year... this year i wish my family stay healthy as always~ this year i wish my friends will stay beside me all the time... this year i hope life will be different... cause im intend to change it~ with this pair of hands i have... blogging from office have not much of mood~LOL shall blog later regarding my new year resolution~

i get my favorite job, but i lost the things that stay with me for 2years already, since we cannot cope, thank break up is the best way... through put these years, people see how much i love him and help him... how i sacrifice for him in terms physically and mentally... but in return he have someone else even until today i ask him for truth, HE STILL WANT TO LIE ABOUT IT! how ironic~why my mom have to be accurate with what she sees, is it because she is now this age already thats what she gain...able to judge a person with 1 look.... my believes towards being kind and loving is kinda faded away...or im just too weak to believe in what i should believe? im so sad...im very sad and upset... but there is nothing i can do...