**さいご**
i get my favorite job, but i lost the things that stay with me for 2years already,
since we cannot cope, thank break up is the best way...
through put these years, people see how much i love him and help him...
how i sacrifice for him in terms physically and mentally...
but in return he have someone else even until today i ask him for truth,
HE STILL WANT TO LIE ABOUT IT!
how ironic~why my mom have to be accurate with what she sees, is it because she is now this age already thats what she gain...able to judge a person with 1 look....
my believes towards being kind and loving is kinda faded away...or im just too weak
to believe in what i should believe?
im so sad...im very sad and upset...
but there is nothing i can do...
since we cannot cope, thank break up is the best way...
through put these years, people see how much i love him and help him...
how i sacrifice for him in terms physically and mentally...
but in return he have someone else even until today i ask him for truth,
HE STILL WANT TO LIE ABOUT IT!
how ironic~why my mom have to be accurate with what she sees, is it because she is now this age already thats what she gain...able to judge a person with 1 look....
my believes towards being kind and loving is kinda faded away...or im just too weak
to believe in what i should believe?
im so sad...im very sad and upset...
but there is nothing i can do...
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