~my Story~

"but it's easy to understand" life had been quite easy on me recently, after cheer, the speed of my life slows down already~ as a matter a fact~ makes me kinda slumber too~ yet according to John, training resume soon~ and finally something i can cling on once again~ without letting myself you know~to catch some idea that's brain damaging!! went out with Johnathan the other day to pyramid, enjoyed the para-para machine... it has been a while since i last played~ and also to have a time out~ "不知道自己是如何一个人走来，也不知道自己还可不可以再走下去,就算坚信，自己还可以回味一下回忆，让自己再走下去” something is not right with my PC...haihz~phone spoil this spoil that spoil~what the heck!!! “

no one knows me as well as you do... just 1 word you get to know what i want... just 1 thing i tell you~you wont forget... until the very last day... somehow you are still the one that i love the most... even though you are beyond my reach... we came through so many things together... knows each others heart like the back of our hands ya ^.^ i might like someone..but hei~you are still gonna be the one that i love... and cherish the most... maybe that's the reason why... that you are always by my side whenever i turn around... doing things...taking pictures...even participating in things and events... your shadow...smiley face....those silly moves you have... it's rather amusing and tickles my heart~ silly~YOU know me well~

Cheer has never been much attraction to me... it's just a bunch of girls holding POMPOMS shaking their ass off in their super tiny short skirt showing how good are they doing booty shake... but this guy invited me to join their cheer class 1 day for trial... so i was thinking...okay...why not since he asked me for a long long time... and i'm free... lifeless working people...need some chemistry once a while... so i went... end up i love what they are doing... than this guy prompted me this question... "ray, do you think you can commit to this team?" i look back at him and say "why not? i love what you guys have here!" not only he asked...Claire darlingy and Hannah darlingy asked me the same thing too... since around March i'm in...so he welcomed me this family of his ...the man who inspire me for a change...he is Johnathan Teo... ever since than i've been train to do front roll...backward roll~slowly handstand~coached by the bad ass coach Steven Chic

we are human...human makes mistake... NO MATTER what race what gender what age what nation YOU ARE you are going under the law of Nature... Law of Justice... its clear that no people will punish or discriminate unless they are the bad one... no matter how much you want to suppress the truth... it will be review...no matter you like it or not because we created our own law... its beyond us the law of nature... GOOD WILL BE BLESS AND AGREED AND TO BELOVED... EVIL WILL BE HATED AND DISCRIMINATE... you cannot ask why...good is the one should be love...and bad is the one should be hated... it's a natural law of attraction, a law that live in all humans heart... the balance of all livings... Malaysian is pretty much a nation where everything works in a moderate speed... we always been educate how good our nation is... how peaceful we are... as a matter a fact! i really does believe that our nation is peaceful and ready for more development... more improvement and a lot more because we g

above is 1 of ayumi's new song in her up coming mini album "FIVE" its a theme song for a famous X-Box game name "The Tales of Xilia" it's so energetic...it's so HOPEFUL... after listening to the song and the lyrics below is my interpretation of the song... so... 在这动荡的时代，某个时候，某个地方， 总会有个让希望和梦想居留的地方， 不用害怕今天的努力会否有得到理想的成果， 因为还有走过来的人， 会握紧你的手 一起投奔 那属于自由的天空， 只要相信和真诚挚意的活着， 不用害怕到达不到的话， 只要自我相信， 这片天空下 一定有人看得到 C3 competition is next week, recently i'm busy over work and cheer practice... talk about privacy and a life, eventually i don't have lol~ COME BULLETS!!!