~my Story~

i realize something...can change or not be... depends on how you and me think about it... since forever, we are apart, or actually we never start... i can only figure it when i'm alone...facing the dark room that surrounding me... can see...when i'm with you...i lost myself... what can i do...you were my colour of world...without you...all looks grey... now you are gone... what should i do? since that day, i saw you having another person on yourside... i realize i was't the JEWEL you are looking for... you crush in pieces when the tears filled my eyes... what you think or have you think how i feel that time? i turn my back...n pretend... but my tears blow my cover... i walk on the street... with my falling tears... holding my handphone hard in palm... i can't stop thinking your smilling face, the joy you have with the others... how long is it? since last time...you smile to me... then i realize our JEWEL is gone... i stand in the middle of street...speechless... looking

2day i'm kinda happy though... i got a NEW phone its a 3G phone...technically..its from my uncle though.. although this 1 isnt really what i want..my dream phone is actually NoKiA N90... BUT i'm really satisfy edi lah... ^^ i'm stayin ovr nite in hostel... cool... i just help ming yap do facial...treatment... as we all can see tat dude hv serious problem... blackhead problem yoh~pimples....eeww.eeeww...grooose....... n guess wat he scream like a girl...bcuz of pain... n the most funny thing happen....durin this evening... me,wilson,wan hui n ming yap was playing at the back(outside)... we kick bottle... i gv tat bottle a kick then FUNNY thing happened... my shoes...slip out of my leg...my shoes "flew"... out from 3rd floor 2 2nd floor... wakaka... i was like soh zuo...stuck there edi... n then i laugh untill numb... n the whole class rush out n c... ming yap... he was surprise tat i can kick the bottle untill it flies...cuz he couldnt do it... so he went n seek 4

ok ... ok... actually 2day its kida borin..though... notthing reli special... hm........... ok the THings i Want or can say desperate 2 do... 1)Couple.!!!!! i WANT i WAnT!!! vt RuIzA...wakaka 2)Go 2 Japan 3)speak GOOD Japanese n English 4)masterize My YOGA 5)bcome the 1 n only guy street Jazz Dancer... 6)Go clubbin every end of de week 7)get A 4 all my werk 8)be a better artist 9)dress up like japanese rock band 10)make up~try mah when we still young these things r capable 4 me but it do takes time... Now..lets talk bout sth i wan 2 do...but not GONnA come truE~ 1)wanna hold hands vt AYUMI N PERFORM 2)be 1 day superstar sing ayumi's song on tage 3)do dancing performance vt JOLIN on stage...YOGA 4)dance vt PUSSYCAT DOLLS 5)shop non stop 6)kiss ayumi n ruiza wakakakakaka 7)play piano tats all bah~if still hv any 2 i will tell wkakaka

i went 2 hostel 2day... 2 do our group FA...The Human Sanchtuary... or What We Say "The LIULiaN hOuse" that provided SPA.MassaGe by oUr lunAtik massager, N.A.T.A.S.H.A~...YOGA lesson teaching by "mUa"(not reli pro,but still...),DuRianlicious FooD...n Beverage..."imagine of Durian Cocktail (eeeww) tat prepaREd by OuR very ProuD..Miss wAn Hui de Alienies CheF...emmm...durian Dance tat conduct By our Sakai----EmiLy---a warm welcome by our DuRian mAscot(din check de spellin correct anot...let iT bE) from MingYap...he look like a DuriAn b4 he cut his hair...wakaka...LOVL... Don u think tat oUr liuLian turn in2 a paraDiSo???i Knew the answer must be "YES"...wakaka... if CLaire read till this pArt she will DEFINETLY fall from her ChAir... Ming Yap change his rOOm edi...better n tidier...then last time~u know Guys...can be relly nasty sumTime~especially he look like duRian somMore wkakak kidDin... when i went 2 their RooM jAc JaC still sleepin...n he look exa

THE things I wan 2 Do nOw & wHy.... 1st thIng~ Hv the PoweR like StoRm from X-Men able 2 control the weather... cuz i wan 2 bring Heavy raIn 2 this plAce 2 wash away all the God DamN HAZE!!!!!!!!! 2nd thIng~ normaL lah~ finishing my project 3 n others... cuz i Dun wan 2 do all laSt Minute so lazy Neh.... 3rd thIng~ doin the 4th project...i Choose the place i wan 2 Go JaPaN!!!! ^^

the haRDwerking FcA9teen~

at LAst... my comp is back...after few times of reFormat.... plz~!@#$%^&*()... PLEASE~la~no more reformatting...la i cant stand it anymoRe laR... anyway 9teeners jus pass through a wonderful week... many happy things occured on our 9teeners... we r all bless by GOD ... bcuz of HIS mercy we meet each other... we r so special 4 each others... From here...i gotta admit n proud of myself...my luck... cuz most of my secondary school frends cant find anybody like last time...so close n 2gether... but i found it ----9teeners...9teeners n my 5K1... they r the same...so 2gether...i'm proud of my 9teeners...n my 5K1 HAPPY THING 1: ah ma~hui shan ...won champion in our KBU icon competition...we r proud of u MA!!! "u make me wanna XIANG...u wanna wanna KAN...dududuludulu..." nc song...:P HAPPY THING 2: miSS JinChi burtday...wow we hv this surprise party planned...4 dunno how long ago.. although the thing we plan doesnt reli come out like we wan it 2 but still werking... an unfor