**SeasOn of FeElinGs**

It was so cold this morning~ i
don't want to wake up under my warm comfy blanket and take off my jacket...
feel a gentle light shine in from the window~
i wish someone is here beside me~that very moment~
a smile~a kiss~a hug~
that's so enough~more then just enough~

hug my rippo~and bolster~

**chap~chap** get ready for work~

#i realize the more i push those stupid feeling aside...the more they come back#
ish~

it's likE whatever~ ok~

so another day i have to deal with design~
kinda sick of designing~
maybe its graphic so i feel sick~
haha~ im doing my best~ more then what I learn~

hello~ so so~ as i was saying~
went to starbucks again~ for coffee~
and you know what~ i kinda hate go starbucks alone with laptop~
cause when you want to pee~
damn geram~no one can help you to look out for it~
haihz~ and you have to hold~holD~HOLD~
so dreadfuL~ again few of my friend~
dating again~ within this week~
6 of them get a bf already~
what the heLL~ haha~i guess this is lucky~

and good for them~
take them all~
take~

TAKE~

I DON'T WANT
I DON'T WANT
GET THEM OUT OFF MY FACE~

............

actually~
i need one~
its kinda tired already~

............

NO RAYRAY~
NO~DOLLYRAY
WON'T GIVE UP LIKE THAT~
HE IS STRONG AND THOUGH~
HE IS~

.........

ok~me against myself~
what a drama~
LOL much~
i need a break~seriously~
i thought i like busy life~ yes i do~

but i need a peace of my mind~
before another boost~ i want to borrow a car and drive around~
go to different mall~ walk and see~ enjoy a whole day~ with carefree issue~

i will give my mum a day like that too~ ^^

well before that~ JOGOYA AGAIN~
NEXT WEEK~ cant wait to see my friends already~ CLAIREEY~LYDIA~NAT~THINGY~YAOYAO~

IKIMASHIO~ haha

it's monsoon~
where feelings of sadness and sorrow~
rule this season~
begin a story that touch people heart~
make people look back~what they have come through~
how much~ we have reached~

it's time~

where season has its' feeling~