**this heart of mine**

this heart was kidnapped by someone for a really long time
despite the core is here but what within was stolen

perhaps not stolen it was given up willingly by myself

after 5 years with SW1 Solutions, i finally bid my goodbye with them and move on to another chapter
despite its hard letting it go...i have to move on, regardless cause things need to change and shall not remain at the same spot for long...

with his attendance, it sets a perfect timing for me to go as well...
its like everything that happens are the best and no doubt it is... disregard the arrangement was bad or good... because how do you define whats good and bad if you have neither of them... did you lost all from the bad arrangement or actually you did gain something even by the least

i believe you should have gain something somewhere, depending how ignorant you are...

i think there are still something in his mind that disturb him and non the less knowing him as a Capricorn, he is utterly stubborn and i felt much far more superior than me...

sometimes i ask myself am i much flexible compare to him or otherwise... theres no certainty in that but all i know what i want to live by as a human... i want to use love and compassionate ; kindness and a dash of bitchiness to keep going... as one said, you need a lil bad to do something good

i am not sure if i am ready to confront him
because ta certain extend im still emotionally attached to him

undeniably... this heart of mine is still floating around like a balloon...