**sleepless**

i have worries, my health is deteriorating...
both physical and mentally...
everytime i wish to sleep... my hearts is racing...it;s really hard to control my mind....
its getting out of my control...
and im falling sick and i can tell its myself....
i need some time of my own...
i want to get away....
my head hurts but i cant sleep~

my body hates me~even i want myself to suffer~
this sounds a lil crazy but i feel like im getting there really soon if i dont sleep ~
and get the rest that i needed ...