**who is the other side of my heartbeat**

designer and much like a thinker

they always think about stuff

design...idea...concept

those things derive from the designer's heart and soul, life and undergoing, reality or dream

and channel back in return to user so they can feel the same way the designer feel about their life

i cleaned up my cabinet and storage today 

take back those files...

handbook and belongings...

a moment rush into my heart and i felt sad about it

how many times do i need to walk in and out at a place

before i finally reach my place

how many times do i need to be happy and sad getting and quitting a job

before i finally reach my place

today was kinda blue

cause the practice canceled today

the only moment where i can no need to think about stuff and be free and wild doing things

like a kid should do

was CANCELED AKA TAKEN AWAY

also the moment to see that somebody is gone~

and finally i know how to draw a line for my blog~

pathetic 101 for someone blogged for so many years~

i did a full routine for NICOLE SCHERZINGER'S RIGHT THERE apparently Claire dislikes it

for no good reason

its AWESOME LOVE THE FASHION THE SONG THE DANCE 3 LOVES FOR IT

i did yoga power flow by a yogy teacher~and well hell ya i know flows now~LOL

legend wait for it DARY

a soothing milk bath 

and apply awesome SkinFood aloevera mask

my skin is now fair and moist but

THOSE DAMN LEECH WOUND STILL NOT YET RECOVER AND IM PISS TO BE HONEST

hope the medicine help~ T.T

EMO NOW WONDERING some things that also why i need wonder for~