**Understanding...**
i wont expect the world will understand me...
i wont expect or ask my family to understand why i choose this path i go on to...
i did my part as a son...i take my responsibility as
a brother ... a son ... a student ... a young adult ... a friend ... a lover...'s responsibility
and wont calculate if i have to do more then any of it...
but if i ask more then a bit from each of them... it will kill you isn't?
how come your mistakes is my fault?
just because you are my mother that even you made mistakes...i have to apologize to you instead!?
IM SO SORRY TO TELL YOU...i have my own Principe in life...
whenever im right...you dont even dream of getting a word or sense of apologize from me!!!
no matter you are my mother or who so ever!
all you did for me is to pay my expenses thats all you needa worry!!!
i have my own worries and i have even bigger pressure...!!!
WHICH IS LETTING YOU DOWN!!!
for bloody hell 4 years studied in college! i will never cry for my assignment...NEVER!!!!!!
even foundation MS.JINCHI says that She respect me for BEING REAL aND MR.KELVIN gave me complimenst saying that i can handle critics and pressure in a very brilliant way! AS a student i can get such honour by the lecturers... that proves im not just a plain study machine!!!
I HAVE MORE THEN THAT!!!
DO YOU FUCKING KNOW?! YOU HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA MOM!!!!
you paid me RM22,750 for my course and suffer alot during your work!!
i BLOODY HELL KNOW!!!
DO YOU KNOW ABOUT ME??
WHEN I SAY IM JOING A PERFROMANCE!!!you know i love dancing before ERICA was born!
you ask me something!!! not hows it going...not do you need anything...DO YOU GET PAID???
eversince you havethis business you know nothing other then just money!!!
you will only ask me do this and that!!!
do you even ask me what i want and what i need???
you asked me before if what you are doing right now is what you want or what you need?!
i answered i know it's defineltly not what you want!!!but it;s what you need to survive this family!
you will only complain to me whenever your thing goes wrong!!
you between DAD!!!you between JIN!!!you between JANICE!!! and your problems in life!!!
i KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU!!!
I UNDERSTADN EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU!!!
AND BLOODY HELL YOU TAKE IT FOR GRANTED!!!
THATS ALL YOU DO!!! and all you can tell me i'm your mother!!!
I BLOODY HELL KNOW!
do you even know what is your mistakeS???
NO!!! YOU WONT ACCEPT!!! BECAUSE YOUR EGO AS A MOTHER!!!
last tuesday Jin says she wants to bring Philip for a AMway talk and even he is having a fever he came also!!! for me and for the talk!!!
but jin cannot make it due to some personal issue!!!
since he came and he is sick!! why he couldnt stay for a night?
dont bloody hell tell me you are not racist!!!
im racist to narrow minded people...i dont know if that call racist!!! cause each race has their own narrow minded gang of people!!!
THOSE ARE THE SHITS I HATE!!!!
or maybe you figured out the relationship!? i will foresee~
but he stays inside my room so he can avoid from your eye sight!!!!
so just tolerate that he is here for a reason!!
i admit i took it for granted last time!!!
but i changed by not doing it much!!!!
myabe once in 2 months!?
BUT
do you even care?
no cause you used our once argue as a reason or advantage to use it againts me!!!
you dont tolerate and you ask Jin and me sending him off!
and we have no choice to borrow car from aunt helen to send him off~
and we cause a absolute miserable moment for her!!!
that her car ran out off petroleum without her noticing!! and her car broke down when she wants to come back from BTS!!!
ok! time for judging! RASIONAL!!!
IF SHE CAN TOLERATE JUST ONE NIGHT! DO WE HAVE TO SEND HIM OFF?
IF SHE CAN TOLERATE JUST ONE NIGHT! DO WE NEED TO TAKE AUNT HELEN'S CAR?
NO NEED NO PROBLEMS!!! IF SHE CAN JUST TOLERATE FOR ONCE!!!!!
after the incident she blaime me for it!!!
so tell me~whose fault is it? her's or mine?
all along i've been truthful and showing true colour to all my friends family my beloved~
so tell me!!! did i do anything wrong?
some people wll have 1 look outside and 1 look inside~
but im telling you~ I DARE TO TELL YOU!!! 1 ME 1 PERSONALITY!!!
IM HELL NO STEREOTAIP PERSON!!!
i have weakness~because i accept that people wont be perfect !!!
and i will only do my best to be the best for all of my precious!!!
this time i dare to say~MOM YOU ARE WRONG!!
my relatives can only she what she do for me!
but never see what i did for her!
and all they can tell me is~
YOUR MOM DIDNT GET EDUCTAED LIKE I DO~
if like that~
those not educated person can kill people without getting punishment because they DIDNT GO TO SCHOOL!
bullshit!!!
watch what happen in 4:07
i wont expect or ask my family to understand why i choose this path i go on to...
i did my part as a son...i take my responsibility as
a brother ... a son ... a student ... a young adult ... a friend ... a lover...'s responsibility
and wont calculate if i have to do more then any of it...
but if i ask more then a bit from each of them... it will kill you isn't?
how come your mistakes is my fault?
just because you are my mother that even you made mistakes...i have to apologize to you instead!?
IM SO SORRY TO TELL YOU...i have my own Principe in life...
whenever im right...you dont even dream of getting a word or sense of apologize from me!!!
no matter you are my mother or who so ever!
all you did for me is to pay my expenses thats all you needa worry!!!
i have my own worries and i have even bigger pressure...!!!
WHICH IS LETTING YOU DOWN!!!
for bloody hell 4 years studied in college! i will never cry for my assignment...NEVER!!!!!!
even foundation MS.JINCHI says that She respect me for BEING REAL aND MR.KELVIN gave me complimenst saying that i can handle critics and pressure in a very brilliant way! AS a student i can get such honour by the lecturers... that proves im not just a plain study machine!!!
I HAVE MORE THEN THAT!!!
DO YOU FUCKING KNOW?! YOU HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA MOM!!!!
you paid me RM22,750 for my course and suffer alot during your work!!
i BLOODY HELL KNOW!!!
DO YOU KNOW ABOUT ME??
WHEN I SAY IM JOING A PERFROMANCE!!!you know i love dancing before ERICA was born!
you ask me something!!! not hows it going...not do you need anything...DO YOU GET PAID???
eversince you havethis business you know nothing other then just money!!!
you will only ask me do this and that!!!
do you even ask me what i want and what i need???
you asked me before if what you are doing right now is what you want or what you need?!
i answered i know it's defineltly not what you want!!!but it;s what you need to survive this family!
you will only complain to me whenever your thing goes wrong!!
you between DAD!!!you between JIN!!!you between JANICE!!! and your problems in life!!!
i KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU!!!
I UNDERSTADN EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU!!!
AND BLOODY HELL YOU TAKE IT FOR GRANTED!!!
THATS ALL YOU DO!!! and all you can tell me i'm your mother!!!
I BLOODY HELL KNOW!
do you even know what is your mistakeS???
NO!!! YOU WONT ACCEPT!!! BECAUSE YOUR EGO AS A MOTHER!!!
last tuesday Jin says she wants to bring Philip for a AMway talk and even he is having a fever he came also!!! for me and for the talk!!!
but jin cannot make it due to some personal issue!!!
since he came and he is sick!! why he couldnt stay for a night?
dont bloody hell tell me you are not racist!!!
im racist to narrow minded people...i dont know if that call racist!!! cause each race has their own narrow minded gang of people!!!
THOSE ARE THE SHITS I HATE!!!!
or maybe you figured out the relationship!? i will foresee~
but he stays inside my room so he can avoid from your eye sight!!!!
so just tolerate that he is here for a reason!!
i admit i took it for granted last time!!!
but i changed by not doing it much!!!!
myabe once in 2 months!?
BUT
do you even care?
no cause you used our once argue as a reason or advantage to use it againts me!!!
you dont tolerate and you ask Jin and me sending him off!
and we have no choice to borrow car from aunt helen to send him off~
and we cause a absolute miserable moment for her!!!
that her car ran out off petroleum without her noticing!! and her car broke down when she wants to come back from BTS!!!
ok! time for judging! RASIONAL!!!
IF SHE CAN TOLERATE JUST ONE NIGHT! DO WE HAVE TO SEND HIM OFF?
IF SHE CAN TOLERATE JUST ONE NIGHT! DO WE NEED TO TAKE AUNT HELEN'S CAR?
NO NEED NO PROBLEMS!!! IF SHE CAN JUST TOLERATE FOR ONCE!!!!!
after the incident she blaime me for it!!!
so tell me~whose fault is it? her's or mine?
all along i've been truthful and showing true colour to all my friends family my beloved~
so tell me!!! did i do anything wrong?
some people wll have 1 look outside and 1 look inside~
but im telling you~ I DARE TO TELL YOU!!! 1 ME 1 PERSONALITY!!!
IM HELL NO STEREOTAIP PERSON!!!
i have weakness~because i accept that people wont be perfect !!!
and i will only do my best to be the best for all of my precious!!!
this time i dare to say~MOM YOU ARE WRONG!!
my relatives can only she what she do for me!
but never see what i did for her!
and all they can tell me is~
YOUR MOM DIDNT GET EDUCTAED LIKE I DO~
if like that~
those not educated person can kill people without getting punishment because they DIDNT GO TO SCHOOL!
bullshit!!!
watch what happen in 4:07
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