**Untitled for ~him~**

**Untitled for ~him~**

one of my junior ,his name is william,
from my secondary scholl had passed away in an accident...
i just knew this morning~particular i havent get any news yet~
my teacher from secondary school told my friend and we were good friend~
somehow lost contact when i leave the school~
now i wind up with his news that he is no longer here~

why so cruel that he have to go~he is a good boy~he is really kind and obedient, why those rebellious and useless skunk can stay longer then the useful one??
for me those people that is still young and never be good 1 dont deserve a longer life~wherelse those are really shinning with their life have to go away just like that~

william~may you found happiness over there~where we will meet again~
i pray for you~

*a shattered mind with tears*

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