~my Story~

**Visit again nah~** Went to visit a heritage building last monday~ rough sketch here to tell hohoho~ we are going in 1 van 3 cars and ting fung drove 1 and im in his car... besides me... there is vivian~suet ying~suet yun~ yaoyao, ying hao, man yee, me, tommy and claireey~ the fake lover suet yun and ting fung~haha we are just putting up some pretending skills we learned from Nigel~ malay house with a yellow shirts leader wei~ we are his concubines??? "bang tengok~amboi...bunga cantik ni~" " argh...pompuan cantik~sleuk" Ting Fung : "lets heat this wok up...rendang chicken must be serve" Ray : " yes...here comes the chicken" Ting Fungs saw the amount of chicken... Ting Fung: "huhz so little? for such a big wok???" Jackson : "because it;s chicken little mah~" ting fung and raymond fainted due to over exhaustion and cold jokes by jack jack~

** 1 day in PutraJaya ** last thursday me and my fellow group memebrs went to PuTraJaya for our new essay photo shooting~ we went to the Bridge adn the Convetion centre to do our photo shooting~ so as usual, we gather at the college around 10am~ wait for ting fung, may yee and yeow loong finish their tutorial~ at the end of the day...we depart around 12pm so i drove zhixuan's car as usual~ in zhixuan's car there is zhixuan, may yee and i~ in ting fung's car there is tung, yeow loong and ting fung himself~ last in atika's car there is nawal and herself~ basically is quite a distance to reach there~ so i'm kinda worry the only 2 girls in the car~ so i ask atika to park her car at ting fing's house~ since ting fung's house is in between putrajaya and Bandar utama~ for the safety issue for the girls~ after park her car at tf house we start our journey la~ in a flash we arrived the bridge~ due to the road is mad~ as in the heading~is all very complicated~ dear me...

**a Harsh week** was this week a nightmare for all the design students? was group project meant to be a disaster or a treat to friendships? though myself can manage things and make it run like the way i want... somehow the situation seems to gone out of my hand~ we have 2 group project and same due date... basically its more then just harsh for us... 2 group of work and different grouping seems to tare us apart... a lot of problem will happen if you cannot manage both equally~ basically i have more then just 2 task to do... found out that as a class rep... it can never be easy... but being a class rep is not going to stop me or making burden to me... although its a bit sick when people keep bringing you problem instead of bringing in solutions... for all the ammature: after college you go out to work... people hired you is because they want you to solve their mother fucking problem... solve the company problem~ solve his problem that he or she dont have time to face... so you are here ...

**my Brand New countinuos Term 2** new life seems to have new excitement le... new responsibilty ... new task ... new starts... a new responsibilty as in i'm choosen to be the class rep~ which is oh my god, this is a job that no one will like... but thank god...it comes with another 2 assistants... which is Ting Fung aka YaoyaO... Ting Yi aka Nigel new task...team work was given... gazebo and lifeguard station... as the leaedr of the gazebo thingy... here is the pic we took in tmn Bkt Jalil for our Gazebo... (From Left: Atikah,May Yee,NarWal, Yew Loong, Me, James, Zhixuan and YaoyaO) ~ Izit me or just our girls cant pose...

**new planner...new life** at last i get my new palnner...from startbucks^^v "uga saga, uga saga" after 17 cup of coffee and a piece of pastry, i get my littleplanner nah^^ cover that made out of wood, and a paper bag as a cover and to keep in... basically it really give a very natural taste kind of feelings... like me naturally beauty and elegant yet arrogant, edgy yet fierce, couture and fashionable, cute yet adorable, fabulous and marvelous, clever and intelligent... wakakaka.... here is how my planner looks like la^^ 1st pic is the cover the bag i mention 2nd pic is the planner i mentioned i have the planner in my hand but.... do i have the power to plan? or let the god do my planning...instead

**UntiLL When?** memories still wondering around my head, but it's so empty as if there is no meaning to me... the temperature, warm suppose to be felt, somehow chilling down... so cold like an ice cube... i once again read all over again my memories...so sweet...but had come to an end... i regret that i ever wanted a relationship... when you have it in your hand...so many things become so beautiful... and now its gone...black and white seems to take over my world that was once blossoming with colourful flower... i look outside from my office... i saw 2 birds is on the tree..standing closed together... i smiled calmly this time, tears never seems to have any reaction already... i'm still soaking and hiding myself in the memory, havent step out from the truth that he had already left... he meant too much to me....and i just cant let go like that... takes time...but untill when... again i feel my heart again... although the pain is gone...wound still here... and i realize that im...

**a new Ray is Born...and Going ToBE** "i'm holding myself in, sleeping...in my dream, i'm with...Silent" "i'm awake...in my dream, i AM...with a very clear sense" "i'm observing...looking...around myself...strange place for me...i never been" "i'm calm and peace...even strange,but warm...so i'm not worry" "i saw someone, but vanished in front of me...before i get to to know, who it is...i'm feeling something strange...inside of me" "my eyes suddenly fluddded with some water, and it start dropping from my eyes...it ran down on my cheek...i felt it's warm..." "i thought i know what it is...but i'm not..." "why my eyes is leaking? i wonder with some answer that i suppose to know..." "i heard something called my name...a very familliar voices" "i turn my back, and i saw someone..." "it's ME, i saw...the one standing infront of me,surreal but i ca...