** 练习 **

 我一直在练习 练习离开你 练习不去想你 练习不再看重你

练习没有你 练习这一辈子不会和你走到一起

练习我们有一天渐行渐远        练习你有另一半的一天

练习我淡出你的生命 练习不再看着悲伤的戏 想起了你 而哭泣

练习不再为你的一词一句 而开心 而伤心

练习不再为了你 而痴痴等候 练习你对我的好只不过是一瞬间

练习着继续 练习

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