** sorrow **

 i can almost feel the breaking point right before me

this feeling of trap and endless waiting is draining my energy 

making me hopeless and the feeling of sorrow comes and goes day by day

just what can i do to help ease such pain 

im a person that thinks a lot and feeling too much

whether too much or otherwise i can feel that solidly 

every words of a song, a melody will always suck me into a vortex of feeling

i tried to resist at first but now i feel like im enjoying this sorrow-ness harassing me

as if im loving this pain, i just wonder how soon can i break free

i just want to get out of here