**just the same**

same sex marriage is now legal in States...
many souls is now break free to show more love to the world...
telling us love can comes in many form...

many people against it as they say it's not right...
but tell me why it's not right? why is it wrong to love someone...just because that someone is not the usual one...

don't lecture me about it takes one male and female to continue the cycle of life...
i know better...

homosexual was never a sickness....homosexual was never a choice...
it's just something we born with and a feeling that we cant fight.... its a war we can never win...

just to shut everyone up and marry a girl that you know you wont love and care in that manner is equally killing the best future she might hold...

just to shut everyone up, and live a life that you're not meant to live is equally slapping those people
who died young and never had a chance to live...

just to shut everyone up, you decided to pretend for your life and maybe one day your realize but that was too late to go back...hold nothing but regret into that coffin where everyone just stood by watching your misery....

i know...every homosexual knows that we are wrong in nature....we know or least i know... but there is nothing i can do to change the feelings i have for guy...

even i know in this circle disappointment is very much happens to me everyday...but if thats what i get from above management so be it... i will try to not be upset about it anymore... because i know, im not a bad person...

i really am sad and lonely...2 years since my last relationship... what am i afraid what am i running away from... deep down in me i doubt myself so much.

very ,much so i try to make the best out of me...so one day someone can see me and tell me im good enough for him...
just that...

probably for now...