**let it go**

~let it go,you gotta let it go,keep living your life cause it's your time,your time,your time,YOUR TIME~

soul searching

KONON

being so vulnerable these days,
but still i can cover it up with a smile,
like im fine with anything at all...

forcing myself to be ok is it somethings you call self-abuse?
i don't really know the definition of soul searching while you dont get yourself lost...

im upset and really feel like crying...
but so hard to cry~

as if the heart is not tired enough...
i want to get strong and better i need to bring down myself entirely...
for now...
no self confident at all now...

even momentum also lost somewhere else in the space...
funny~

i guess im used to depending on people...
instead entirely standing with my own leg...

people around attached like lighting zapping each other antenna~lolz

it's like what the beep~

even today this G couple walk-into my showroom~
PURCHASING WARDROBE~
make me want to like use a torpedo and launch directly into their general DIRECTION~
hafffffuuuuuu *deep breath*

so this is me wining how sad i am~
boohoo~

LET IT GO!!!