**as time goes by**
if i have to say~one word to describe my feelings now~ i think i couldn't do so...
i just started to work for 3 month...already i felt like 3 years of non-stop...
maybe my heart was and soul was seriously damage with what happened for the past 1 month
whats withe me has become part of me~i added more and more pages of story into my story...
as im walking proud down my virgin road one day...i will look back and carol my love song with a whole new aria...
ayumi again~sorry this is me~can never change~just like the way i will love the next love of mine until the day i die~ the biggest things i know is no matter how i get washed by those uncertainty i still have to be myself~cause what you are makes you an individual instead of another normy walking down the street with a POKER FACE...
i say i want to be perfect but my friend says something that hits my conscious~
"perfect peoples are scary, they are faking..."
O.O almost have my eyes pop out from my head~
FARNY...
tomorrow is company dinner~im so happy~am excited~really am~
i just started to work for 3 month...already i felt like 3 years of non-stop...
maybe my heart was and soul was seriously damage with what happened for the past 1 month
whats withe me has become part of me~i added more and more pages of story into my story...
as im walking proud down my virgin road one day...i will look back and carol my love song with a whole new aria...
ayumi again~sorry this is me~can never change~just like the way i will love the next love of mine until the day i die~ the biggest things i know is no matter how i get washed by those uncertainty i still have to be myself~cause what you are makes you an individual instead of another normy walking down the street with a POKER FACE...
i say i want to be perfect but my friend says something that hits my conscious~
"perfect peoples are scary, they are faking..."
O.O almost have my eyes pop out from my head~
FARNY...
tomorrow is company dinner~im so happy~am excited~really am~
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