**do you BELIEVE**

do you believe that i actually worked for half month already?
do you believe that here comes 2011?
do you believe that here comes my 23 years old?
do you believe that the baby girl that i used to cuddle in my arm will soon turn 10 YEARS OLD?!
do you believe my mom and dad wanted to retired so much?
do you believe that my bank left only rm18 after my last withdrawn?
do you believe that since 2001 until now i still deeply in love with AYUMI HAMASAKI?
do you believe that recently i gain weight so much when everyone see me they say!
WOW! WHAT A "FLESH"!? ( damn it)

do you believe that i'm doing quotation while i hate calculation?
do you believe that my relationship had reach 2 years and 4 months already?
do you believe that I AM ACTUALLY ASKING YOU TO BELIEVE ME~when i know you will OBVIOUSLY BELIEVE?

SERIOUSLY~
time flies, how many time have i used this word in my life?
i have no freaking idea...
since TINGFUNG BELATED BIRTHDAY DINNER~
i have been thinking about life~
recently~
i really feel like getting marry~
at age of not even 23 i'm already desperately want to lock myself up~
LOL of de LOL
and also keep looking back~
when i look back so often~i know that is because i'm still not yet stepping out from my comfort zone...
i'm still stuck at the past with all my memories...
all recently i keep listening to all my old song like my 2005 ayumi's album~MY STORY~
Walking Proud still remain its charm and magic towards me...
it trigger so so so much memories of mine since my form 1 kicking in till now...

when in primary~we are all so naive that barely knows the reason for anything,
thing just come and go...

when in secondary~we start having senses kicking in~and know things happen for a reason~

when in college~we start preparing and enjoy the last drip of the sweet juices we had for the past 22 years. and now the old wings of ours replaced by a new pair of wing...

NOW, working drifted us apart, me away further from those memories...on this boat~
i'm still wonder what and when i'm reaching the island leh~

WONDER

guys over here i would love to say THANK YOU to the one who participated in the video clip for our dearest YAO TING FUNG for his BIRTHDAY...THANK YOU so MUCH~

now~i really need to sleep after long day of work~

XOXO

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