~my Story~

a day till my old wing shattered and replace by a pair of new one... i'm having so many flashback i had since my primary school come to today... how many changes i have made through these many years... it's like fruited..it's here...22 years in exchange a new pair of permanent wings for you to fly till the very end of your journey...until you reach the other side... people will say it's just a job...what is the big deal that you have to make it so emotional... maybe i should put it this way...maybe you have been the same person holding same identity since you are 5 years old...till you are 22...what you have been doing is under your parents wing protection and guidance...now you are set free...to the world, can you fly? can you survive? not only what you used to be and what you used to have is change but entirely~your journey would never be the same... look beside you, is the one you see days to days still fighting with you all along your way? people that you will face ...

recently found out that every single of my post needs to come with a fancy titles... no matter for good or bad~i want thing seems emotional~as every words i put in the blog i wish my reader aka my friends feel the emotion i have now... wow~talk about emotional roller coaster... today is a great day~ ID INDUSTRIES CALL ME BACK and offer a post in their company~ so im hired~i'm no longer jobless~i will be flying towards my future in a new pair of wings... recently life going on with out much sparks but still it comes in joyful color~ i've been lucky all my life...and i really appreciate it~nevertheless my family friends and lover i have~ i will be officially granted a title~INTERIOR DESIGNER~ i'm proud to put this name on me and i will work my way up~ people will say that when you come out and work things will change your mind even your ambitious dream and goals you attempt to achieve... but i believe i'm different~ as in my believes will always be my believe~ i won't...

blogging from the ward... i hope this will be the1st but also be the last... My sis is having some gastric issue~from the window of the ward...the whole view of sunset goes into my eyes...so peaceful...so calm...im looking at it and i felt a lot~i'm anticipating to be a designer i want to be a designer! i wonder how things gonna look like from the other corner... i wonder how i would i feel when i look at something when im someone... i guess when you grow up~you will move from one spot to another spot... have you ever feel like wants to look away to far far away instead of other people's house roof top... have you ever feel that you wish to be someone so you can show to the world and yourself is actually worth living? from this sunset i feel like everyday if i manage to see this sunset after a day of hard work~ after everyday of hard work...it helps pay off for the joy of my family and lovers... i would properly be somebody more than i imagine... Claire is a 3D visualize in a...

my mood has hit a new low~tonight~ because i realize something or should i say too many things~ im stranded by the shore like a fish~struggling and gasping for air~*no whales* i guess when you stuck at home, life seems bored and dull~nonsense will break into your rationality and start cracking your mind... horrible~it is too horrifying~ it damage my relationship now~gosh!!! i realize i need my space~he need his space~i just realize if he wants to go to a club~ i should just let him go~cause within me~my wild side is running beneath my young at rage blood compare to him he is younger than me~but he was in the P world earlier than i do~ he had all the approach with clubs and other NOT TO MENTION experience more than i do~ after this~my air cond in my room spoiled for ONE WHOLE WEEK!! FUCK 2ND HAND STUFF THOUGH you have serve me well for the pass 7 years >. so bad shit MAJOR-LY cause me the HIGHness or for the seafood (*cough*whale~*cough*clam*) SLOWness IS AFRAID OF THE ROOM TEMPERATU...

with the she-wolf marched into OUR TERRITORY!! that means this is it! WAR!!! *joking* well i just don't like the she-wolf personally~cause of her perky brainless attitude~ that makes me so hated bout her~ well enough her~ back to today's rundown~ went out with the whale aka lydia~the clam aka claire~the flung bitch aka wendy~ at 1st was to go and collect cheque after that head to food foundry~for our long lost contact Creepe Cake ~*yum*~ but sadly the cheque haven't prepared yet~so end up claire got piss and shoot the people who was in-charge of this matter in a gentle civilize way~ wow~she is a bomb~ after that we walk off in disappointment for not able to get the cheque and head to the lil junior to seek for some memory flash back~and also try to get happy too~sad~ we bump into our dear junior and they are having so much fun with their crazy week~omgee~ miss that time oh so much!!! wave goodbye to them after that~we head off to pick up lydia and head to food foundry~ ...