~my Story~

times fly without our awareness soon it comes to the end of our college life~ soon we will be stepping into the world that will have nothing but struggle we will expose to all sort of treats~all sort of attack~people want us to go down~want us to die~ do we have guts to kill other? honestly i dont have that kind of guts to do so~ our life will be complicated soon~ dont make it harsh right now~ you will have all the harsh in the future if you want~ we are still living in school so less drama bah i guess? i hope that we will have all the best memories till the end of this year~ let's live together helping each other~ just like before~ there will be some changes~but lets not change to the worst instead~ i miss where the fight is not there and no doubts werent exist~ guys~i mean it~

...Bad start kicking in** when i thought im start having all the lucks in my life...they just abandon me and leave me behind in a flash i have a car that i like in my life... in a flash i have a new phone that rocks... in a flash i found ayumi's next level pen drive album which is limited edition~ and i think i'll be the only Malaysian who has it? the presentation day~i woke up late and i thought i was in the end wind up my presentation is in the afternoon~so i was not late~ KARMA? i helped Lydia with her 3D drawing and she helps me to get my pen drive by loan me RM360! love you Lyd~LOVE YOU DEI~ but when you have 3 best thing is life~i guess you have to pay the opposite side somehow... today went for briefing hoping for the best but somehow the end bad news caught up with me~ tutor i remain the same~ needa have resubmission~ what the hell? after 15 3D's still haihz~ because my concept doesnt link with the interior but exterior can~ so sad~this is so sad~

the storm was heavy~the storm was brutal~ but we manage to survive till the end~ non of us quit~non of us is a quitter ~we are the toughest designer of all! haha~ finally we have get the presentation board done and over with~ for me i still have model to go talk about SAD! but its ok im lucky and given 2 more days to fix up m y model~ and i shall do it very soon went to pick up presentation board with claire @ expedite~ after that received news saying that the pin up only allow at 4pm what the huack~ so in the end we have to wait also~what the heck~ alright lyd sister get marry today~CONGRATULATION~ WISH YOU BOTH HAPPY AND EVER AFTER!! so in the end Claire and I end up loitering in 1u~ we had our lunch also CNY clothes hunt~this afternoon~ went to GEI DAK SEK for lunch and in th end bump into Alex, Rafe,Tze Ling and Wanhui then again we talk talk talk then we walk again check out the CD wonder my ayumi is here edi anot~ IN THE END~HUACK I SAW MY AYUMI NEXT ELEVEL PENDRIVE ...

after reading one of my friends blog~ about him doubting if all the people in this world always live with their mask on their face~ i think there are always good and bad in this world, nothing can tell what is good if there is no bad~ but then there is always something making us to be good or to be bad~either faith or the person~ so its up to you to choose good things or bad things to do~you want to join the crowd to make the world more worst or making it better~if you manage to make people around you to take off their game face and be truthful to you i think that person is way too perfect~but i can still see some maybe because im the person that is lazy to put on my mask other than facial mask? i once said that the look is important cause it is the way to catch people's attention~ upnext is your personality to shine for you~how long a handsome pretty face can stay? though sometime i winding say that i wanna have plastic surgery~ because i want to look good i'm doubting my frie...

maybe saying too much can be fatal~ maybe saying too soft can be killed~ maybe saying whats truth within you can be hurt by others~ being real is being vulnerable? no matter what you guys say~im happy to be who i am~ we shouldn't trigger anything that is breaking the peace apart~ we shouldn't insult other people thats different from us~ who get punish in the end~who knows?

today went out with zhixuan to the digital mall in SS14 to seek for software~ both 3Dmax and autocad~ we reach there around 1130am and realize that there isn't any car park available outside the building, so we came to this car park at the back of the shop lots~ talk about cursing the designer or architect the beam is too low~ the height is one thing also! LOW~SO LOW!!! this is too much~i have claustrophobia not the very serious one~but then if you see the height yourself~no phobia also will end up with one~and im NOT JOKING! all i can say~ scared all de way in~scared all de way out~me LORD!

1st time in my life im going to try buying clothes from NET and all of these are copies of Dior la~ cause can't afford original YET~ -.- these 4 clothes above is what im buying for my Chinese New Year and valentines~hahaha~ all togther is RM246 add another RM8 for pos laju~quite worthy~ if overall its like RM63.50 per clothes and i guess its quite ok la~cheaper then anywhere~ not hoping for wonderful like original~but dont too shity~risk risk la~but haihz~nice woh these clothes~

when i though everything is complete~actually i was not~ dissertation ms.atie comment says that my dissertation still sounds a lil draft to her~ e fonot academic enough~ then i was thinking again~well isn't it easy to deliver is also a good thing? but then she have a point...reading my own dissertation compares to bryants, mine does sound a lil kids trying to speak like an adult~ or more write like an adult... honestly~i dont know how~but i have no time to think further other then hit it hard~ i really want 1st class~thanks to Claire~her will shows that a girl can also do it~why can't I? i have both man power and girl power! it's time to hit it hard~ before i fall back to square 1~ when i know i have no chance~or should i say dont hope 2nd strike~ and this is the pic of the day~hahaha AI YEE

we read news that people are frozen to death at the overseas, some place might even to hot and people died under hot blazing sky... but in Malaysia, i dont know what can kill us other then this @!@#$%^$&*?> BLAZING SUN~ the sun was so hot today especially today evening, i never felt such heat before my entire life... it's like the Sun is a few step away from me... thank god we are not arrange to do site visit to klang this year~if not KBU will receive letter by making all 85 of us get heat stroke and admitted to hospital~ (sweat) but seriously, this is headache! the sun is getting weird and no one seems to realize it, i keep asking people who is around me, do you feel the differences of the sun now than the past... but no one fell a thing, it's like im the only one feel it~ >. anyway~ went for lecture today's morning~conduct by miss sin ai~ reminding us how to create a good presentation board, and conduct good verbal presentation~ after the class, we head off to ...

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" you should have say no~you should have gone home" -taylor oh taylor swift- she sang this song is oh so oh meaningful~ it's hard to say NO to a friend of yours when they are passionate inviting you to some place or something you just hard to say NO i've benn invited alots of time to visit this talk of one of my friend~ but i don't know why~i just dont like it~but then i have to bump into them in the end~ this friend of mine just wanna share the experience with me~ i felt kinda bad refuse her by telling THAT I'M NOT INTERESTED im so sorry~ but then i don't know how to tell~i felt guilty to let someone down~not only my friend but also my family and relationships so certain times i rather sacrifice myself and just go with the flow~ but then i really dont like leh~ how how how? what can i do? HONESTLY do it or not still comes back to me~ (shoke my head) well discover new songs from MTV this afternoon Timbaland ft Nelly Furtado and SoShy (what's with the n...

its 2010~a decade of a century~ after another 9 decades~it'll be 22nd century~ where i guess most of us has turn to dust~ our grandchildren will be standing in front of our grave~thinking about us when we were alive~ sometimes i wonder~actually i wonder about lots of thing... let's say this blog of mine~i blog until the day i die~ no one will manage this blog anymore~so i guess it will still appear or exist in the internet world~ but will be forgotten deep into the internet world~ and i even wonder will i still blog my last word here or not~i guess my life is until 80~ haha~let's not think about this far future~ well~my wish of this year~actually got 10~hehe 1.stay slim 2.my relationship with friend,family or love is smoother then lotion~of tofu if you want 3.score at least level 2 for my BA degree (cross my finger) 4.join team and participate BATTLEGROUND 2010 5.join dancing lesson 6.get my jumpsuit as my new year clothes 7.get BB cream as my make up thingy cause i need it...

keep listening to ayumi's new single~YOU WERE & BALLAD these 2 sentences embed in my heart very deep~ **onegai ikanaitte** please don't go **onegai soba ni itte** please stay with me these 2 are from Ballad's he finally realize how important i am... but then again~ if gone makes people appreciate~whats the point having us that time and never did cherish us? what's the point sorry after losing something? we human are rather stupid sometimes, cause what good in front of them or us~ seldom we realize... some people are born with attitude of like to challenge them self bout how good are they to own few relationship OR sometime chasing something that is surreal~what is the point chasing something that is SURREAL when you have the perfect people here wish to serve and cater their love to you? for once can you think for them? for once can you stop thinking about yourself!? WE NEED MORAL IN LIFE WE NEED COMMAND SENSE IN LIFE WE NEED TO THINK FOR OUR AND OTHERS LIFE you ca...

NEW day NEW start whatever happened 2009~was yesterday's fault~and yesterday's memory~ it's time to move on~ WENT TO 1U FOR AMAZING COUNTDOWN... WITH AMAZING FRIEND~ WITH AMAZING FIREWORK~(don't imagine the amount of money they have burned) the night was normal but turn out special~ here is my very 1st post for 1st of January 2010 my love one~HAPPY NEW YEAR~