**I'm so lost...**or im just a dying Marionette?

im flying in the sky~
i can hardly reach my ground~
have i forgotten my passion?
have i lost my faith?
im so lost~as my schedule, is totally blur...i wish to complete this and that~
but i dont know where should i head to now
or what to do now, as im already hang in between up and down...
like a Marionette bound to the task....

and im stuck~
how to move on, when you are stuck?
in between despair and hope?
i wish to go on, but someone is pulling me

haihz~
too many things to do~and im lost...
i cant sleep...2 days already, i cant get a good sleep~
i wonder why then~haihz~