~my Story~

**Emo~** 看完妻子的最后一条短信我哭了！男人必须看！！！ finish reading the last message from his wife, i cried. All men must read 妻子是个小尾巴，我走到哪里她都要问到哪里。 wife is like a tail, no matter where i go she will ask and follow. 我厌烦，她却乐此不疲。可是，这个小尾巴却在那个 I hate it, but she never get tired with it. But, this tail has gone forever 下着大雨的深夜永远消失了…… in the night of heavy rain. 我的心情非常难过，内心充满了内疚和痛楚，我无法原谅自己的过错。 I fellt so sad, heart filled with guilty and pain, i cant forgive myself. 结婚那天，老婆用买戒指的钱给我买了一款手机。 The day we marry, my wife use her moeny bought me a handphone instead of the wedding ring. 那天夜里，我们两人在被窝里一遍遍地调试着手机的响铃。 That night, both of us cover ourselves under the blanket, check out the ringtone the hp have. 我们觉得，生活就像这铃声，响亮、悦耳，充满着憧憬和希望。 We felt that likfe is like a ringtone, loud, sweet, filled with imagination and hopes. 从那天开始， From that day onwards, 我常常接到她的电话：“老公，下班了买点菜回家。” I always receive calls form her:"hubby, go buy some food back home ya." “老公，我想你，我爱你。” "hubby, i miss you, i love you." “老公，晚上一起去妈...

**No PRomises** "no promises" by shayne ward~ this song is very sweet~ too sweet and too good to be true~ if they can treasure and cherish~ they wont felt sorry and regret untill it's gone~ but then when they are gone~ we are the one who hurt the most~ today we've been told about an operation call the operation freeze~ is going to happen next tueday~ 1st of APRIL~ LOL then coming up is another activity~ an inter class competition~ call AMAZING FACTOR so i told the class and the name list of the team is Ting Fung~Ying Hao~Ming Yap~Emily~ME hmph~ lets say what we can do to get that 500 buzz~^^

**FiNal CalL** times never slow down~times never stop~ *****FOR ANYONE***** is it coward? or it is too brave? cause it keep on running without any hesitation... we like his follower~we move according to times~ we can never be the most powerful though we control~most of the things~ but actually we controlled by time and money~ we do things according to time~ we do things for money~ still fell like it was just yesterday our degree year 1 sem 1 just started... actually now we already standing on the end of the degree and i dont know why~ it can happend to be that fast~ i feel like im slowing down~ very slwo like an old man notthing to do although there is something to do~ just that cant concentrate and head forward~ soon year 2~ soon year 3 soon we are working~ i cant imagine life like that~ i have to join in the field~ fight and slaughter people to get a palce for myself to stand~ so scary the world out there~ still remember when we were small we wish to be grown up... now i wish i am s...

**Came and Gone~** 19th 20th 21th 22th came and gone~ with hope and wishes~ uncountable frustration~ has now settle~because i get the answer to calm me down~ i worry no more as i know the answer is what i want~ it solve my tides~ now we are far away from each other~ my mind is filled with the memories we had together for the past few days~ like a video tape playing in my mind i miss the smile the touch and hugs that really long time~missing out in my life~ every moment we share have to stay a long time~ he gave me the necklace~i wear it everytime i go out~ as if he is beside me~haha sound so drama~ but then he is my new story~ my new life~^^

**ClaiRe Chan's DAY** claireeeey~how can i forget you when you were like by myside SINCE~ hugz~ i mention Ting Fung cause i have interaction with him ma that day~ but not you ma~ i know you got headache that day~sayang lu~

**Quit Myself~** quit myself~what is that actually? my sis ask~ it took me a minute to figure where the heck i get my idea from~ yea, i realize then i said :" quit from myself~means quit being RAYMOND a day" i realize im like a happy nut head when im infront of my friend~ but when i come back to my comfort zone~my sadness start spreading out of me~ "release my positive ion and suck in all the negative" haha i think that's me~ i wish i can happy all the times without thinking too much~ i realize my body turn weaker though i just gained 2 bloody KG that almost break me down~ i think too much~these days~especially when im alone in my room~ people says im worrying too much~where its is not necessary at all~ people says beware so you wont get hurt~yada yada~ somehow~ I dont want to think at all~it's just never give up and come messing around my head~ enough about me~more about today~ today went back to college with Ting Fung and attend the student council meeting...

**AYumi New SingLe** My Beloved new single will be deput at 8th of April~ "Mirrorcle World" with an awesome grand orchestra opening~ coming with a heart beating electronic remix to start into another layer of the song~ elrctric guitar blend together so well with the bass~ and the beat is outrageous~ listening to the song~i can feel the explotion keep on blasting my mind~ strong lyrics about the world and life nowadays~ stay true and believe in yourself~ dont be scare when something happend~ FACE it instead running way like a coward rat~ attitude of life is the key to your very own future~ is not given like that ~or granted like that~but you EARN that~ realize its true attitude is a way to stay a different life from other~ yea we cant live by our own~ but we can live together with different attitude to help out each other~ fierce help the weak people from being bullied~ kind help the poor people from keep on suffering~ perhaps this how A MIRRORCLE (miracle) WORLD

**MAgaZINE MoDeL**

**wHat am I suppoSe to dO?** taking second chances~ supposingly is a good things but nightmare seems keep on hunting me~ unTiLl today~ i felt so unconfortable even my partner did nothing (perhaps) but somehow my sense telling me that he might~even i have no proves and logically i analyse the possibilty~ its quite impossible~and yet i still have suspitious that i can never remove~ had i lose myself~ or the scar in my heart remind me so badly my pain~ was... i know its a past~somehow the past had hunt me down~ where im on the edge of the cliff~ and just a step away~ honestly i try and fought~but i cant~ i'm too weak to handle it~ i have lost my courage and faith to picking up a relationship~ but then i want to feel the love again~ and yet im selfish~ very selfish~perhaps naive i should say~ think and believe in fairy tales~ "happily ever after" what a 3 simple beautiful words~ to cover zillion pains hidden behind~ i wasnt myslef this few day~ i realize the differences betwe...

**Rainy Day~** **rain~rain~rain~** after chinese new year~ it seems that the rain like "takung" alot~ after then...now keep on pouring down~ but then again~i love raining except when im oustide of course~ hehe~ like what claire said~ rainy day does trigger alot out memories of our old day~ there is one incident happend on a very heavy rainy day~ i'm still form 3 i think or 4~ that afternoon i went out to buy some art materials for my project~ suddenly it starts raining~ i was like "WHAT" no umbrealla no nothing...cuz i havent bath no nothing~ then i tide a tight knot~(my stuff) then i ran under the rain~ then i saw an old lady pull a whole stack of of box-board yada yada rubbish~ so i say i helped her and ask her which road she stay~ at 1st she say no need la HAO SANG ZAI (young man)~ but then i still help her~ she stay the next road of mine and it right at the corner~ then i help her pull form the 1st road to the road i stay the the old lady say "young men...

**An O c ean aWaY~** imagine you and your love one is separated an ocean away~ can't reach others... When one is crying...can other one hear the other crying When one is still remember...can other one still remember When one is praying...sure the other one get the blessess~but then how is that one is doing the pray? So many days and nights twist the earth~ and time is gone~seasons had walk by~ can each other still share their times together? or just let the memory flow away~ and never returns~ make memory to replace the old~though are not to be forgot~ listening to Sarah Brightman~the song is so touching~ in a way~shows the sadness of a couple is apart~ still can feel each other heart to heart~ so lonely that only shadows of her own accompany her day by day~ remind me~how to feel you~when we meet~that will be kinda strange and new to me~