**Why is there raining even Sun is shinning??"

**Why is there raining even Sun is shinning?**

i always try to do something at the right time...
and i did...
i'm afraid of lonely...
i always do yoga and dancing at the night...
because i will start to think nonsense thing...
so yoga can keep away from this things from a moment...
but i did yoga this noon...
and now i'm sitting in my own room...
looking at the computer screen...
i feel so alone...
i have friends...but when u want someone to accompany...
in the middle of the night...
it seems friend ain't be my first choice...
startung listening to ayumi's song...i fell so much better now...
but when i look and considere it again...
its just sometime...
i felt so hate but at the same time fall in love with the moment of loneliness...
because the skies i see always have it's own second face...

or maybe in heart and mind had a second face?