**Thailand Retreat - Part 1 **
im celebrating my birthday month (May) with a solo trip to Thailand for 9 days...
despite im not really alone due to the fact that i have friends here (locally) and from KL were here
attend to me whenever
a friend whom accompany me from KL via Whatsapp till today
i truly am appreciative to what God have placed for me along this trip
knowing and believing that everything happens for a reason...
so far everything does fall into places for me... maybe not to what i had imagine but definitely close enough to play the best part of my 2019
i've checked in and checked out Salil Hotel and sitting here at the mezzanine floor of this hundred over year old Hua Lamphong train station, overseeing the crowd downstairs from different country and region of Thailand... this 100 years old train station still bumping like a just born baby
being the biggest transition point for the country it carries so many people with different story and background to the same point... so they can disembark to their respective place...
i was never alone, truly alone... i said so its because i was blessed with friends and family that had always been so attentive... this round of time, i was trained to be much aware and alert because i am alone in this place where anything are bound to happen... i have to think when to pee and place my luggage safely together and basically it was never thoroughly think through... cause i know if im constantly thinking with out making next move... i would probably stuck here
not gonna lie, this trip is consider adventurous for me because i am not someone who would challenge something and to deal with to many uncertainty and am having this butterfly situation in my stomach... *weee*
funny thing is he didn't show up in my mind this round of time...i thought loneliness would made me think of him... last time when i do something i will have picture in my mind to share and do together with him... however it didn't... instead what i thought of is to actually share with my partner... whoever it is... and not necessary is with him... does this consider ive let go of him?
did i mention pigeon is flying around in this station... probably they live here longer than any human does...
the world is big, all of us have limited time, shall seize the moment doing things we want, answer to our needs, be compassionate towards others and last but not least what can you do for this world...
Its truly a news to celebrate when Taiwan has become the first country to allow same sex marriage
CONGRATULATIONS TAIWAN! You've shown the world love is everything, conditional or not its still love and should be respected...
love doesn't mean you have to be with that person, just sometime you wish that this person you love, loves you in return... but when it doesn't please hold on to yourself and walk it off, because this really depend on yourself entirely as many can help you but through it is yourself...
i love you so much, shape you according to my desired look and feel without noticing it, sorta funny that i dress up the boys and instead for my bf im styling them to make them into the other persons girlfriend....irony of life... but it's ok... everyone have their rights to choose their happiness with or without you, because so am i...#cheerstoallthestraightboysthatilovebefore
eh~ that sounded like a good script...heh~
despite im not really alone due to the fact that i have friends here (locally) and from KL were here
attend to me whenever
a friend whom accompany me from KL via Whatsapp till today
i truly am appreciative to what God have placed for me along this trip
knowing and believing that everything happens for a reason...
so far everything does fall into places for me... maybe not to what i had imagine but definitely close enough to play the best part of my 2019
i've checked in and checked out Salil Hotel and sitting here at the mezzanine floor of this hundred over year old Hua Lamphong train station, overseeing the crowd downstairs from different country and region of Thailand... this 100 years old train station still bumping like a just born baby
being the biggest transition point for the country it carries so many people with different story and background to the same point... so they can disembark to their respective place...
not gonna lie, this trip is consider adventurous for me because i am not someone who would challenge something and to deal with to many uncertainty and am having this butterfly situation in my stomach... *weee*
funny thing is he didn't show up in my mind this round of time...i thought loneliness would made me think of him... last time when i do something i will have picture in my mind to share and do together with him... however it didn't... instead what i thought of is to actually share with my partner... whoever it is... and not necessary is with him... does this consider ive let go of him?
did i mention pigeon is flying around in this station... probably they live here longer than any human does...
the world is big, all of us have limited time, shall seize the moment doing things we want, answer to our needs, be compassionate towards others and last but not least what can you do for this world...
Its truly a news to celebrate when Taiwan has become the first country to allow same sex marriage
CONGRATULATIONS TAIWAN! You've shown the world love is everything, conditional or not its still love and should be respected...
love doesn't mean you have to be with that person, just sometime you wish that this person you love, loves you in return... but when it doesn't please hold on to yourself and walk it off, because this really depend on yourself entirely as many can help you but through it is yourself...
i love you so much, shape you according to my desired look and feel without noticing it, sorta funny that i dress up the boys and instead for my bf im styling them to make them into the other persons girlfriend....irony of life... but it's ok... everyone have their rights to choose their happiness with or without you, because so am i...#cheerstoallthestraightboysthatilovebefore
eh~ that sounded like a good script...heh~
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