~my Story~

im celebrating my birthday month (May) with a solo trip to Thailand for 9 days... despite im not really alone due to the fact that i have friends here (locally) and from KL were here attend to me whenever a friend whom accompany me from KL via Whatsapp till today i truly am appreciative to what God have placed for me along this trip knowing and believing that everything happens for a reason... so far everything does fall into places for me... maybe not to what i had imagine but definitely close enough to play the best part of my 2019 i've checked in and checked out Salil Hotel and sitting here at the mezzanine floor of this hundred over year old Hua Lamphong train station, overseeing the crowd downstairs from different country and region of Thailand... this 100 years old train station still bumping like a just born baby being the biggest transition point for the country it carries so many people with different story and background to the same point... so they can disembar...

this heart was kidnapped by someone for a really long time despite the core is here but what within was stolen perhaps not stolen it was given up willingly by myself after 5 years with SW1 Solutions, i finally bid my goodbye with them and move on to another chapter despite its hard letting it go...i have to move on, regardless cause things need to change and shall not remain at the same spot for long... with his attendance, it sets a perfect timing for me to go as well... its like everything that happens are the best and no doubt it is... disregard the arrangement was bad or good... because how do you define whats good and bad if you have neither of them... did you lost all from the bad arrangement or actually you did gain something even by the least i believe you should have gain something somewhere, depending how ignorant you are... i think there are still something in his mind that disturb him and non the less knowing him as a Capricorn, he is utterly stubborn and i fel...