**helpless**

wash off by the shore

my mom is upset cause of the new business wasnt that smooth and up to her expectation

though have a few great days but somehow again after yesterday today fall flat again

she is very moody

1st time i dare not talk to her

1st time i hide away from her because she is moody over her business

1st time i felt so helpless can't help her with that sadness and stress

1st time i felt so HELPLESS

i dare not check on her

i dare not talk to her

i know i need to get a job like really soon

she needs to retired

she needs it

i'm still looking around for a company where i can use my talent at 

but my portfolio is not strong cause my 3dmax just not up to par yet so i'm worry

what should i do?

my mom is now talking to my sister 

asking her to help calculate todays business income

from the situation i can see today is a fall flat charts