~my Story~

a few weeks ago... the trip was still on a piece of paper. where people choosing which place they want to go... finally... we choose ISI RIMBA to explain in a detail manner i think it means "the inner forest" SO 14 BULLETS DECIDE TO MARCH INTO THIS GREEN HELL... REALLY AINT THAT BAD... minus the freakish Leech and MOSQUITOES... What amazing is their Chalet is a kampung house nicely build upon a fish pond with FeiZhao fish...Karps...and some water spider~ I wonder why the fish to chew them off... 11 Guys consist of Johnathan Teo, DingWei,KengXin,TingFung,Sukesh,Jeffrey.Steven coach, TsienWen,KimYoong,KeeGan and Me~ 3 girls consist of Christine~Hannah~Jolene well lets start with the environment... TOTAL GREEN and SOOTHING... water lapping sounds from the stream... birds and crickets orchestra... Tree with a hanging bed~at the cafeteria~its all under the sky kick started the 1st day with a game~ separated in...

i always believe people's face is best represent what they are like... we for Chinese have this idiom said :面由心生 what you are inside somehow make what you are outside... only those odds where you will never believe behind that angelic face he/she is actually a DIABLO! by then we for Chinese have this idiom best fit for them :衣冠禽兽 which means nice suit/cover-up~demons~ARGH~ on the bloody 21st of August beautiful me woke up in a beautiful morning, as usual picked my ASS up and fly to work on a BLOODY WEEKEND! arrive with a sneeze and made my running nose for one BLOODY DAY~ AWESOME!!! due to PERFECT LIVING in PWTC...all the senior march up to the battle field and fight absolute sales... as the junior ME!! i based in my own MALL..so as usual...i have to serve whoever came in for inquiry~that's my job~ commercial tone in speaking: " Welcome to Signature Kitchen, I'm Raymond. Your very own Kitchen Designer specialist in making and des...

~ let it go,you gotta let it go,keep living your life cause it's your time,your time,your time,YOUR TIME~ soul searching KONON being so vulnerable these days, but still i can cover it up with a smile, like im fine with anything at all... forcing myself to be ok is it somethings you call self-abuse? i don't really know the definition of soul searching while you dont get yourself lost... im upset and really feel like crying... but so hard to cry~ as if the heart is not tired enough... i want to get strong and better i need to bring down myself entirely... for now... no self confident at all now... even momentum also lost somewhere else in the space... funny~ i guess im used to depending on people... instead entirely standing with my own leg... people around attached like lighting zapping each other antenna~lolz it's like what the beep~ even today this G couple walk-into my showroom~ PURCHASING WARDROBE~ make ...

after my 5 deals breaker post, my queen decided to name her mini-album FIVE... do you think it's a coincident? NO! WE THINK ALIKE...perasan? *I KNOW* just allow me la thank you... SO NICE OF YOU... i've been thinking alot recently, after listening to her new song... from there i come out with my own thoughts... and i have this habit... i write in down...like poem bah... in mandarin TEEHEE... 清清淡淡的谈笑风声。 单纯一味的为了守护大家开心而活的日子， 在这不经意到来的季节 敲醒了大家的回忆 那时累积的爱，今天开花结果了吗？ 不敢狂言自大的话语 是想静静的看着 心爱的你 对我细说你想要的梦想 就是这样 你陪我 我陪你 在这片天空走下去 仰望你的笑容后 让我只能害羞的望着地上 你说我啊 为何这样傻傻的 那是因为你不知道 我对你的感觉 让我愿意 和你傻傻地和你追逐在这没有答案的世界 是自己无可否认 在你的身边 没有答案的幸福 不敢狂言自大的话语 是想静静的牵着 你那快不属于自己的那双手 就是这样的自己 傻傻让回忆陪伴吧？ 心里的话 就这样躲开你 影藏在最爱的回忆吧? Beloved- Ayumi Hamasaki enjoy^.^