~my Story~

"before curtain call" have not update my blog since decades... well as a report of my life basically my year 3 program is over... submission is in bewteen good and bad~ currently busy upgrading my dissertation as well busy over sequence show this coming july~ TALK ABOUT BUSY~ not to mention 2 freelances in my team C.R.Y now~ so busy and kinda emo a bit not much~wakaka~ i have too many things i wish to share but i think i will just do it separately instead of stacking it up and forgot about it~ LOL~ currently addicted to Miley Cyrus " When I look at You" the melody of the songs make me sway~

looking into the MIRROR...im TALKIN' 2 MYSELF, making DECISION of what kind of SEXY LIL THINGS should i say to you...at the same time never clashed with my IDENTITY~remember those DAYS when we are still madly in love~we do things crazily, TOGETHER WHEN we are FATED you said to me, you wish that our relationships SPARKLE and GLITTERS to RULE the world tell the others with the MICROPHONE about what is the MEANING OF LOVE~as we keep on ROLLIN' the love we are running ENERGIZE with hopes~ but YOU WERE evil~you made me LOVE N HATE you at times~you were truth but you were lies~DON'T LOOK BACK to those life i want you to stay away~what you are doing now, don't you scared and afraid to face THE JUDGEMENT DAY? don't you feeling GUILTY to hurt some one treat you as his own SUNSET AND SUNRISE? keeping me as a MARIONETTE listening to your lie won't bring us heading to NEXT LEVEL~instead it will only make the CURTAIN CALL came in early~ i always say DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE~...

22 years old, time sure flies these days~when all you can do was your work,work and more work... you will never realize so... i missed my 21 years old, end up in hospital with medicine, injection and also some screening text for my stomach that makes me puke my guts out...those days already gone, and make me lost my 21 years old celebration...though i have my friend to acc me though before i admitted... this year i shared my birthday with one of the cutie in our class~ms.LAI SHEK YING~her's is 5th of may, for mine is 6th may... to me birthday is very important, to me~birthday is the day where you were born... thanks to your mom bring you here to this world because of that day~i have a friend,lover or family like you~so YOU are very important to me^^ Birthday i thought we should have presents and lots of gifts etc to make birthday a real birthday~ eventually im wrong this time...all these time...not the present you buy and gift consider the real birthday~ but what can peopl...

god never leave me~when i was in shit i kinda blame the god wonder where he is when i need Him~ he gave me shits because he know that we can overcome this shit~when we overcome, He bless us with luck and love~ i feel it now~i was ambush by luck, by love~by my beloved friends~ was doing drawing not long ago, suddenly my dad SUMMON me from below told me that 3 men outside looking for me~ in the dark i saw 3 shadow~ 1 is the BIG FAT SHADOW 2nd is the TALL SKINNY SHADOW 3rd is the SHORT SKINNY SHADOW NEVERTHELESS IT WAS JOHNATHAN...DOUGLAS AKA PAPAN...and YEOH john plan for me this ambush~he wanted to surprise me and HONEY J~you nailed it! you make so intense and i have to hug and kiss you!!! i love you dear and you too papan!! i love you too mr.yeoh i can't love you because my sista will do it for me~thank you so much for joining us and welcome you to our life~ my 1st birthday gives is the thing i pretty less invest on cause my money only sufficient for my clothes only (-.-) anyway~ t...