~my Story~

**Wish To be More then That** "Who i want to be?" "Who am i really is?" "Who am i suppose to be?" these question strikes my head, when i saw my friend archieve what they want... looking back at myself... what am i actually?what i archieved for the past few years... i have no idea...looking back at it~my life is quite simple actually~and im craving for more~ more then just an ordinary person that just go to study and come back home do my house chores~my homework~my responsibility as a Brother...a Son...a Student ...a Friend and a Boyfriend~ i wish to do something that is more WOW factor~ i'm not hungry for attention or what so, its just that i wish to breakthorugh myself~ perhaps... i am not satisfy with who i am~ yes an interior design student~do sound classy~but what have i archieve? yes a brother that can take a good care of his little sister since she is born~but what did i get? yes a GOOD son that can handle house chores and take care of the family...

~Connect Our Heart ~ it's a couple necklace from Laconic~ though far we separated~ we will connect our heart and soul together~ as an icon of our relationship~ ~my Dear~ he bought it today and snap a photo (bad skills) what to do when he is an Accountant student neh~LOLz another 21days to the day we meet~ what happened is unpredictable~ hugz you my dear~

**We Shall See Again...^^** "when there is Noodle~there will always be a plate of RICE~(ray hate rice)" RAyray: "john ~no worry me wont POOK u de la~" JoHn: "no ray aiNT worry at ALL...i already get READY~(see mY hand)" PApan : "slaughter u~" RAyray:"hah~thats how to use chopstick baby boy~" **ello boss~kereta dah nak puncit la~** **Foxy mama...touch us and you are DEAD~** **catch me if you CAN~** **cute stewardess and dunno what is he doing pilot~** **what a beautiful day~its a beautiful day** We took these picture on 21st of Feb~ in Time Square having a farewell party with Johnathan~ we waited Papan finish his work~at cheras maluri JUSco's PAdiNI AuthenTHICS around 630pm we head to Times Square and then we went to arcade and have some fun~ due to my influences~JOHN have a big crush on PARAPARA machine nah~ haha then we played for papan only he din play~ cuz he dunno although me and john pull his leg untill like 2 inch loner then u...

**ConNected..** We born in different place that never been aspected to link each other, not last time nor the future.... but we still be able to be friends... close friend no matter where we are... valentines day in 2008 same beautiful as the one in 2007 14th of Feb 2008 Johnathan came to KL for his 1st visit~ he's from Kota Kinabalu and today we finally meet after so many conversation in msn, sms and phone call~ it's like we are sister and sister already ~ we can talk like no tomorrow as if there is so many things to say and we cant able to finish untill next few life~ 14th of Feb 2008 Douglas finally meet up with 2 of us~ basically i know douglas longer than johnathan...but then 3 of us can talk like best frend since forever by the ime we meet up~ **i will say more in the next post** ~it's hard to describe, our feelings to each other is like we are best friend since last life BUT we Vow to be best friend for the this and coming life...perhaps this is th...

** Back to Basic...** the thing i said we can no longer do what we can do we are small~ seems to be proven by JOHNATHAN here that I was WRONG~ **john~you are pushing yourself way to hard to prove to me that you still can do what you do when you are a kid~** O_O

**月老~match maker~** due to chinese new year many temple held different event to celebrate this big festival~ so me and friend Jack . Isaac . Me 3 of us went to this tian hou temple~ it's on top of a mountain de~ so we saw there is a lot of nice lighting there... well decorated and a giant Mouse light deco also~ but didnt get to take any pic~cuz din bring camera along nah~ the most important of all we saw the new statue~ the love god (月老) and we did something so funny untill everyone starring at us~ the statue left hand side there is a bag that is made out of stone and that bag is actually keep de red streings de~which the love god tide the couple together de~ which is what we believe la~ and then on his right hand side there is a stone which words carve on it~ "千里姻缘一线牵" means tak kira betapa jauh jodoh masih dapat dikait dengan seutas benang~ hehe then in the god hand, he hold a book open facing us... so we wrote our name and the one we like la~ due to there is left and r...

**WhaT's the Different?** growing up...things change...never be the same... we can do something that we can't do last time... but now we can't do something what we can do last time... we can drive now~we can go out all by ourself now... but we can no longer play like children anymore... "pop" we use to play (in case people dunno, its actually a firecracker that we throw on the floor and they POP) fireworks that we used to play, now is illegal~due to those babi... (they afraid they blow themselves away with their own hand~) we can't drive nor go out by ourself last time... but we can enjoy every single moment we have together when we are kids... we were being look over by adults that time... but now we do the look over job~ to me the chinese new year have no magic on me le~ i think it's these facts bah~ 1) the essence of Chinese New Year failed to preserve..and the fun is losing~as you are growing up... 2) dont know what to do other then just collecting ang...

**it's a haRsh week For Sure~** is it me or the mother around me all went physcho~ both of my friend and my own mom scolded their own son kao kao dunno where the heck of problem came from~ i have no idea what the exact scenary happend to my friend~ but definetly one thing for sure THEY ARE FUCKING FREE~ and they all want a PIECE OF THEIR'S SON!!!!! i'm a person that will never surrender when i'm right~ i will fight to clear my name and sentence the people that are guitly... i will admit when i am wrong cause there is nothing to afraid~ but if i'm right and you are wrong i will definetly fight for my rights~ not only among my friends even to my family and my own parents~ i'm not fight them cause i'm rebellious~ its because they always think they are right even the are fucking wrong!! WRONG WRONG WRONG!!!! DAMN IT!!! WRONG WRONG WRONG!!! my case: it's saturday....saturday night~ waited for so long untill i can finally get a reason why i need to go clubbing...