~my Story~

**it's OVER...i swear to GOD** since 17th august me and K should come to an end... supposingly no connection no relation at all... if i let go that time maybe I wouldn't get myself hurt again... everytime we get back together i always believe and tell myself... as long as i give K my heart... sincere to our feelings...no matter what things we will be able to work things out... i told K and myself... even many people says that you will end up hurting yourslef... but i just can't help it because i treasure everything i have... but they will only keep dissapearing and gone... from now i know... K is no good for me... even i give him everything... execuse is all i get... lies...fake... sometimes i feel he is real... sometimes is fake... the reason we end is because he still like girls at the end...(i think its an execuse) and i think i've been fooled...cheated...dumped like trashes... dinstances between us...i feel that too... but if we do love each other... we will do anyt...

**Aquamarine** Another inspiring movie i saw yesterday... it's abou t two girl met up with a mermaid... so basically end up with my little sister yesterday in the house... saw this movie... found out that i'm changing.... i don't like ghost story and actions and fictions but i will start enjoying movies with storyline... so this movie talks about love not only boy and girl but among friends too... so don't hesitate to tell your friend that you love him or her... it's only FRIEND'S KINDA LOVE!!!!! SO, i will say I love You to these people: Claireeeey Ting Fung Wan Hui Lydia Natasha. Tze Ling Salmon... Jackjac John Wilson Alex Nigel Love ya all...

**The Cutting Edge 2:Going for the Gold** came back home right after lunch with Claire, Nigel, Alex, Ting Fung, Ah Ma, Wan hooi and Tze Ling... at the OU's burger king... Quite moody today, don't know why~ lonely bah~perhaps.... turn on TV saw this movie The Cutting Edge 2:Going for the Gold starring Christy Carlson Romano and Ross Thomas the final part i kinda like the song... don't know who sang ... but the song damn sorrow in a way.... anyhow the storyline is interesting and Chirsty the part where she confess her feelings to Ross i almost cried as i can totally know how she fells... "Feeling in your soul" that is 1 of the lyrics in the song... really likes it... go youtube and check out the songs? quite nice...oh http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AAV_16wwgBQ and see the part where they both skates...very cool oh^^ kinda moody and emo now so frustrating with my feelings... sometimes just hate it cause everything you have to keep it to yourself... even you suffer th...

**TOtally** "It's like totally " been using this word like ever since... basically today drive all the way to college... the college totally went wrong... no car park... AT ALL... first time ever in my life i have to park almost a miles away from the freaking college gates... i walk under the hot sun...it's totally burning my skin... and I'm totally annoyed... before that was annoyed by my friend that dufuss ask me to pick him up and then ends up he himself can't wake up... i was like totally piss but like whatever this is his problem not mine~ don't give a damn...later my skin get old... show my model today to SOong... he's damn cool having class with him don't feel like its a tutoring class or what... it's like a sharing seesion with him... we talk not only our work but some Extra knowledge that u can never get else where... we talk about internship... we talk about some experience from his past internship... he says it'll be better t...

**Faith** Well everything seems to be set or what... like we can't fight nor change... when you thought something is like this... any you plan to do... there is always something to disturb you... ( it's like what the~ ) anyhow, went to the National Art Gallery (again) after Sem 1 till now... other then the bulldoze our snapping picture place "previously" BASICALLY everything remains the same... this time ain't go for their art but their space... but i prefer Islam that 1~ more classy bah~ and we get in to the Class late haha cause... (Natasha, Claire, Lydia, Nigel aka Thingy, Jackson, John, Johnathan, Alex, Vernie aka Wan Hui, Ting Fung, and Me) we went to OU for lunch..at Shakey's pizza then we get to Know that there will be some kind of competition coming up DEc my classmates...put me on the table like i'm a roast duck... ready to serve... they want dancer...cant deny i like dancing la... but then... haihz... anyhow no turning back... no class 2molo go w...