~my Story~

one day i hope you'll see my smile different from the 1st time you met me one day i hope you'll see my changes one day  i hope you'll see me the way i see myself one day i hope you'll love me the way i love you one day i hope you'll be back here as i will be waiting for your return one day i hope i can be the one you can't live without one day... that one day....

its probably my nature to worry things... my nature to be this dedicate towards family...friends...love cause i adore every single souls i came across... those natural callings of motherly... within me just cant control i wish to love and adore them... memories in between... such irrational is so beyond explanation... because that im unique in that way? listening to miley's "adore you" skip the part of her's music video is so provoking... the song itself is one hell of a masterpiece at least when i'm listening i wish that someone can kiss my neck tonight... adore you you you you~

in my chest...those feelings were so intense... he wasnt special in anyway but live a life that i have always wanted he dont have the crazy handsome look but stupid enough to catch my attention he is so talkative...so many things overlapped nicely in a way... and he made it to my post after all those date i've went to~ but what the heck right? TIMING SPOILED GAOGAO! he is now currently working in BOSTON!  jang jang jang

year after year... it flashes before our eyes... have you lost your grebe towards those dreams? i hope and wish you enough that you will always have enough love and hope... thank you 2013...it was a fruitful year and i can never thank you enough for what you have thought me so far... i'm a lil lost for this moment...like what to expect in life and what is the best way out to begin my life with... where is my guts and courage? dear friends and family please walk with me for another great year to come 

fruitful year indeed for me... traveled to 2 different place, Koh Samui and came back from Hong Kong approximately 2 weeks from today... never know how amazed i would be by the spectacular Pearl of Asia... day and night tell you the exact same story so you can able to soak yourself in the arm of this place a place where tradition and modernization merge together as a whole and work together oh so well well here is a whole pile of shoots ~ ^.^   now i would want to work harder to earn more to allow me to see more and feel more ^.^

I was inspired by my queen through her enchanting voices... follow her my heart...felt like everything is twirling and goes around 亲爱的你为何独自坐在那个角落 脸上的表情就只有忧愁 是什么事让你放不下 我走近你的身旁只想看你会否再展笑颜 轻轻我拍你的肩膀只想看你的笑颜重现 我伸出我的手只想可以拉你一把 今晚把一切暂且放下 跟着我的方向 让我在你的身旁 用一切可以的力量来支持你 不用想些什么 一切都不重要了 活在当下的感觉最好 因为简单地 可以让人明白所谓的快乐 不需永远 就因为那一瞬间就可以永恒了 和我一起跳上merry-go-round 把你的心交给我 我把我的温度透过掌心 慢慢 慢慢地填入你的心房 木马旋转的世界 what comes around goes arond 不要再执着好与坏 什么让你的心可以笑的话 就是世界最美的魔法 another fav of mine debut their new song  2NE1 brought us their Winter medley! MISSING YOU

those medley played by those finger tips of someone else is so weirdly, it moves me something so unsettle but turned settle at that point where she starts to sing... so what now Ray ? so what now people?