**sleepless**
i have worries, my health is deteriorating... both physical and mentally... everytime i wish to sleep... my hearts is racing...it;s really hard to control my mind.... its getting out of my control... and im falling sick and i can tell its myself.... i need some time of my own... i want to get away.... my head hurts but i cant sleep~ my body hates me~even i want myself to suffer~ this sounds a lil crazy but i feel like im getting there really soon if i dont sleep ~ and get the rest that i needed ...