~my Story~

received a stunning news on Friday morning, said TingFung's grandpa passed away, around midnight... thus Friday night, Claire and I went to the funeral as a respect to the family, Christians funeral and Chinese funeral have huge different, such as Christian is all about Prayer, and some background telling regarding the dead, Chinese have all sorta ritual and chants, we have all sorta logic figured out saying where the soul will go and help them crossover cause they are scared and fragile after they die. Hence, we will see the SHIFU doing all the chants and moves to conduct the ritual. i still remember the very 1st funeral i attend, was my own grandpa... i remember the details, the chants and what we did as well how sad and how badly we cried for our grandpa... especially my mom~ after the funeral, Claire i went to get sth to eat~at the food court nearby not bad la~

why do i feel love is in the air? cause i'm breathing it...LAME!!!! lately there is this love song singing at workplace... well maybe not song but a story to be told instead, that this girl work nearby had a crush with our dearest colleague~ well can see that world is still filled with love and hope... lately really busy, with work, with training, with friends and family and with my life... a circle that never stop...for a while... i had a crush with someone... someone younger and shorter and even smaller than my size... "whats withe 5 deals breaker" i always wanted someone taller than me i always wanted someone mature than me i always wanted someone smarter than me (he is) i always wanted someone clumsier than me (he is) i always wanted someone who can depend on NAH~! listening to ayumi hamasaki Virgin Road repetitively~MORE THAN 10 TIMES LIAOW~ don;t have the feeling the past few months...until he appear bah~ just a lil taller that's all im asking for.... what am i ...

Monday was our Bullet's cheer prac~ hurt my lips~ no big~looks like Angelina Jolie now *where's my Brad Pitt**? listening to ayu's song...name Ballad...awaken so many deep buried feelings of mine... since so long... the lyrics mainly trying to call back the love one~ ask them to stay...even it maybe just this moment only... well, will be a lil emo if you ask me... even i try to stay strong... recently the mood is all tense up due to the competition is closing in like inch by inch~and we havent successfully get the running done...fully with all the people IN!! STRESS GILER~ its late~better sleep la~ before i brag more~waha~