**when your good is not good enough**

what can you do when your good isn't good enough...

how to make perfection from a broken and retarded person...
is it always a failed attempt...when you try to get it right...
and no matter how it brings you down...you just don't give up...

but i'm not sure about that...especially myself...if i can keep it up...
why is it so hard to please myself...when i know there isn't anything else for me to do...
is it quiet is the best way to deliver a message?
is it keep it to yourself will make everyone happy even when it is wrong?

but that can never be me...
because it will never be taken in by you...
if i just keep it quiet...