~my Story~

my life is covered with dissapointment... my life is filled with tears... my life is me to struggle... so tired...tired of werking...tired of running out of money... running out of hope... i wish i can rest .... a good rest... nothing to worry... anyway college opening... i can enjoy wat i want le bah~

WAkaKa... one more week i can see u guys edi^^ i'm happy my werkin period is done but so... i don't care how much is my pay... as long as i'm capable to buy CLOTHES ok le... LV i will buy when i'm older... i don't want to speed up my-self bah... or maybe i just don wan it bcuz i'm not capable to buy... BASICALLY i'm not rich n i think not Worth it nah~ i will buy as i grown older...around....25 years old...^^ i'm goin off this MONDAY play n hv fun like Looney... No 2molo^^ happy Christmas ALL to FCA 9teeners n 5K1 wakakakaka

TO THE PEOPLE WHO KNOW WHO I AM... TO THE PEOPLE WHO KNOW MY STORY... IT HAS ALREADY COME TO END... at last we choose to end la... E can no longer stand the way i act...hahaha R oso wait 4 this day too... BASICALLY this is wat i want...n wat i aspect... i cant deny i'm sad...very sad...but when i cry i laugh at the same time... am i stil ok..mentally... or i just intend 2 hide my pain... my friend ask... i jus reply with a smile n tears... 2day sky looks cloudy....rain soon bAh... ^^ T_T but its ok... i'm used to it... i think i will enjoy this beautiful moment of loneliness... must be very Enchanting...

so far i oni sold 1 unit... suppose i should close another unit... but my prospects came bac while i'm on another prospects... n my cousin took it n she manage 2 close it... i should claim half vt her but i choose not to... it is bcuz she need 2 cover her college fees as she cant get scholarship... 4 her studies... thats why i give it 2 her... she has been werkin half year... she hv the experience edi.. n yet i'm still new 2 it... i feel kinda bad at the 1st sight... but think again she has a family on her shoulder .... as she loss her father when she is form 3... although i need money as well somehow...she need more than me... i can earn as long as i'm werkin n werk hard...i know i can... i hope i can close another unit bah... ^^ i learn what is interior designer... nope what a designer should do... we should not cage ourself... our work...our creativity...our sight...our lifestyle... SHOULD NOT HAVE ANY BOUNDARIES... i'm happy to get attach vt this werk i learn the t...

basically i werk till 315pm yesterday then i left... because i'm goin 2 attend Jolin Dancing 4ever Concert in Stadium Putra Jaya!!!!!! hahahaha 10 things to say: 1)SHE'S GREAT 2)SHE'S EXCELLENT 3)SHE'S HOT 4)SHE'S YOGY 5)SHE'S GORGEOUS 6)SHE'S CUTE 7)SHE'S A MARVELOUS SINGER 8)SHE'S FLEXIBLE 9)SHE'S PRINCESS 10)SHE'S A DANCING DIVA she can dance n sing at the same time.... i try last time it soubds like i'm singing as if i'm riding on the roller coaster n sing hahahaha i'm werking 4 Lv but i think i'm goin 2 fall sick real soon... cuz i'm feeling pretty bad now... i dunno how long i can hang on... i already listen to ayumi's 2 new song JEWEL N MOMENTUM.... n it's MARVELOUS... OK LAH GTG ADA CLIENT LAGISH....

i'm now blogging from my werkin place... so boring waiting 4 prospeks luo... thnx 4 taggin my blog claire... i sold 1 unit rm500 as my commission lark... hmmm.... i miss fca9tteners so much i wanna hug u all....T_T bz lah gtg c u all