~my Story~

现实是我眼泪的枷锁， 囚禁我流泪的权利， 理智是我逃避内心的藉口， 不敢面对寂寞的心灵， 我也惭愧的低下头来， 拖着渐渐沉重的步伐，默默行走在这看似繁华的世界， 却又是如何孤独到难以形容的忙碌 此刻我仰望天空， 想倒抽一口气，舒缓我跌落深渊的痛苦 伪装自己开心的笑颜，骗孩子的把戏， 我的朋友都很明了 寂寞的我，只想窜逃到一个让我尽情痛哭的地方， 我很幸运，依然活着， 悲哀的是，我却感受到痛苦 很安静，今天的太阳躲在云后， 阴阴的大地，寂静的白天， 躲在心里悲凄的我， 我听得更清楚了 当下的我，在等待着些什么？ 一双可以拥抱我的手，似乎是最好的事了~

after a while, haze and drought covered the land of my country... many people fall sick cause of this terrible weather... he is leaving soon and return to his hometown... what a short adventure he had here... hopefully he found and learn something after all... tonight...so cold and i love it... enjoy this song and maybe it will ring you some memory... that was once so irreplaceable... even-though it has already gone... you can always cherish and look at it again...and again...

i met this boy... literally a young one...so many a likeness...  attracted me so much, from which i know...i shouldn't be even putting in any feelings... he is just 18 years old... so many things he havent see nor feel... settling down can never be his 1st thing on the list... whereby, all i wish for now is to find a love one and settle down with me and build a life out together it's like a bubble... meant to spark momentarily... it'll burst before we know...it i will be ok again...i know it...because I've been through it and i can never be harm even though lonely spikes me at it's best... lonely won the game this time... but it's ok... i keep telling myself...

in the arms of an angel far away from here i felt so paranoid i felt to anxious i really need you even though its just awhile please stay here with me until im comfortable to walk on my own again

people telling me how i need to grow... did anyone listen to how do i want to grow up... darkness is consuming my spirit slowly...silently and so deadly... i can feel im dying out...like a candle light in the wind... struggle over something that i can barely win... people telling me how to grow strong....saying human filled with so many possibilities... we can break so many boundary and so on but too many at a time.... i cant handle it... and ive been pushing towards the edge as we speak... and im not happy with where im standing now... but i need to stand up to in regardless.... i can do it thats what i want to tell myself but how.... im so tired im so sad.... im very sad now,,,,so so sad.... i dont know what sadness is it that bothering me.... i cant help it.... i just wanna get through it... i need someone to help me now.... pray? to whom should i pray to?? who can help? im in pain...that stone on my chest is killing me...

Moral Values of the movie :-  1) Do not cheat anyone, love,money or anything...You might not know that it might be his or her everything that the person yearn and desire for... 2) Do not curse or make any decision while you're angry cause mistakes always be made because of that~Unclear thought will drive you to make any decision that you'll be regret and sorry about for the REST OF YOUR LIFE... 3)Do not greed over power and wealth because 100% guarantee that you will not be happy as you will be living in fear and anxiousness....Greedy can kill you and you dont even know it....so silent...so deadly... 4)Be good always but be bad if you need to, world dont act the same way as before...Human grown so much since add up into more complication and havoc... 5) Let go if you have to or must, your life is in your hand, you might not know one right or wrong can change the whole faith of everything~Do not take things too extreme cause you might not know, there mig...

you guys win liaow lah~ from Singapore to Grand Hyatt~all of you my love for NOW &4EVA ! A bunch of love that i can never ask for more~a beautiful planning and art work that have never seen before~thank you for giving me this sweet 26~you all have no idea how grateful i am to have all of you~i can never thank you all enough! ♥ LOVE YOU ALL TO THE VERY BITS!!!