~my Story~

i said i wanted to change i said i wanted to improve im not kidding i mean it when i said i wish you to see the different side of me when i said i wish to bring the best out of me for you to capture your eyes only to see me i know this could be silly (prolly very) but what the heck when it is  all i want to make sure that up next is i have no regret cause whatever happen to MH370 made me understand that someone could just perish like an on off switch and you can never bring it back regardless... it was never a choice or plotted plan by us... it was fated... even we try hard to fight to fight and keep on fighting...

every changes takes time and ultimately courage~ when one transformation done is like another lesson learnt~another job well done I've resigned from the current company...what is ahead is rather hard to foresee~ but i know it would be great if i start taking action as well believe in myself~ probably by end i would see myself holding a good result~at least this is how it is suppose to be done~

我喜欢简单，也向往简单的一切，可是我踏上的路啊。 却没有一刻的简单，反而复杂才是这路的味道。 我喜欢我的朋友都是可以如此简单，他们有些不再是昨天认识的他了。 因为他们都喜欢了男生，可能以前都被标签直男的他们，担心别人的看法。 我觉得朋友呀，你没有必须要隐瞒，爱你的人会给你最虔诚的开心和祝福啊~ 你是不可能为了别人的眼光而活吧？ 因为你从以前到今天，都是如此坚强的踏步前进。 那么你应该不会害怕对吧？ 我是如此相信着~ Yours Truly Raymond How much i wish this would reach your heart so you can believe that youre not alone~

one day i hope you'll see my smile different from the 1st time you met me one day i hope you'll see my changes one day  i hope you'll see me the way i see myself one day i hope you'll love me the way i love you one day i hope you'll be back here as i will be waiting for your return one day i hope i can be the one you can't live without one day... that one day....

its probably my nature to worry things... my nature to be this dedicate towards family...friends...love cause i adore every single souls i came across... those natural callings of motherly... within me just cant control i wish to love and adore them... memories in between... such irrational is so beyond explanation... because that im unique in that way? listening to miley's "adore you" skip the part of her's music video is so provoking... the song itself is one hell of a masterpiece at least when i'm listening i wish that someone can kiss my neck tonight... adore you you you you~

in my chest...those feelings were so intense... he wasnt special in anyway but live a life that i have always wanted he dont have the crazy handsome look but stupid enough to catch my attention he is so talkative...so many things overlapped nicely in a way... and he made it to my post after all those date i've went to~ but what the heck right? TIMING SPOILED GAOGAO! he is now currently working in BOSTON!  jang jang jang

year after year... it flashes before our eyes... have you lost your grebe towards those dreams? i hope and wish you enough that you will always have enough love and hope... thank you 2013...it was a fruitful year and i can never thank you enough for what you have thought me so far... i'm a lil lost for this moment...like what to expect in life and what is the best way out to begin my life with... where is my guts and courage? dear friends and family please walk with me for another great year to come