~my Story~

MY OFFICE WAS ROBBED~ computers we lost 4...2 laptops...1 printer...extending hard disk... 3 pen drives... 2 cameras...chocolates...coffee...what in the world... they even play cards in our office... for love of god... WHATS FUCKING WRONG WITH THEM...BLOODY WHY THEY WANT TO TAKE OTHERS PEOPLE BELONGINGS??? WHY?? WHY YOU CANT GO LOOK FOR YOUR SELF??EARN SOMETHING YOURSELF?? PEOPLE WORK SO HARD FOR THEM!! WHY?? WE HARM NO ONE...WE JUST WANT TO ACHIEVE OUR DREAMS...FULFILLED OUR MEANING OF LIFE!!! WHY YOU PEOPLE HAVE TO BE SO TERRIBLE...DAMN YOU~CURSE YOU~YOU SHOULD DIE NOW...ALL OF YOU JERK ASS...IDIOT MORON !! LOSER...RUBBISH...SHIT!!GO TO HELL!!!!FUCKING GO TO HELL...MAY ALL OF YOU DIE BECAUSE YOU DRINK WATER...CHOKE TO DEATH...NO RUN OVER BY TRAINS...SO YOU WILL SHATTERED TO PIECES... NO ALL MAYBE YOU SHOULD LIKE DIE BECAUSE OF GLASSES OR IRON STICK STAB THROUGH YOUR WHOLE BODY!!! DIE DIE DIE!!!! come back MSN~what's the matter with you!!! sign in and out~what's wrong with you...

its a beautiful Saturday~ not to mention set up was late up till 4am in the morning~ kinda tired but im meeting my sis Tian Wei to catch up with the latest Technology fair~And also get my hands on that pimple gel... hehe~Face oh Face ready to say GOODBYE forever with those pimples~ muahahaha!!! **HOPE SO** well we meet up at 1230pm~ i tell you ~it's MAD and CRAZY...how can KL got so many people... people are stuck~not moving~especially hall 1 access to another hall... me and my sis were like~push away by peopleSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS... thing are cheaP!! i just knew that pen drive has reach like 24GB ah 16GB or so with just only RM24++ or so... but i didnt buy~ NEED SO BIG FOR WHAT?? then we like so close~we hold each other hand so we wont like lost in people~ i tell you~ this is like what we say in mandarin "people mountain people sea" my jie wanna get a MP3 player...with a low budget cause he dont want to spend too much on those thingy that he will rather spend on his fac...

my friendster is reaching 800 participants soon~ i feel like open album that shows my past...my history... when i look at others profile...they been showing how they look like since secondary school~ not to mention even primary school... well mine started from college life instead... I've been sharing how my past was to those who know me in person... as for they don't know...they somehow just put me as a guy-that-looks like a Girl... well been called as Ms...Xiao Jie like almost ev eryday~ haihz~just my hair is slidely longer then they have to categorize me~call me Miss~ yes was happy~ because of my versatility...don't ask me WHY...Ask god please... i was ashamed of my past as well proud cause i've overcome it... when i flip through my picture album... i wonder how can i ever survive that time? What is all that thing on my belly...lap...thigh...flapped arms... WHAT IS ALL THAT? MY GOD!!! but then i'm always happy...i never shattered a tears... in thos...

the whole day was heading out here and there~ to different shopping centre... we went to Times Square 1st to do some payment etc... and also had lunch with one of the in charge person... his name is Wayne, well o well... we had this chat... about savings H = Helen (my aunt) W = Wayne H: ray.it's good to save money in case of any emergency... R:erm i would love to if there is no longer any nice clothes around... H: then Wayne tell this young man here that it's good to have some savings... W: Erm actually i don't do savings either... **Me and Helen was surpriese...** W: well what happend if i do when my bank still have zillions. H:what happend in case their is an emergency... W: Well, I just have to use my credit card then ~ LOL.LOL.LOL. i laugh like a looney~and think over again and again what he said... talk abot advance of human technology~ Then me and my aunt whine up there like 3 hours~ not to mention Starbucks again~ officially Sick with starbucks already~ to do some of...

my auntie is always so kind and generous doing things that have no benefits~ well got 1 ada CONNECTION with the management... well this woman from a mall want us to help her touch up the exhibition she is doing now due to the current event management (others not the perfect WHITE EVENT management) Did a sucky job~and ask us to help her cover it~ well call us the COVERGroup...COVER THE SHIT in you~ oh-kay~ well me and my aunt are like explorers... don't know where the heck is Sg.Buloh~ we were like pray and cross our finger and hope everything are just nice and reach there safely~ wuwuwu~ and we manage to reach there safely after dealing with dreadful car jam~ and the staff from the company (the landscape company) that have no sense of direction nor a clear picture whats the exact location of their nursery~landscape~nursery dunno why just read from de card~ anyway~ it was so rural~ well remind me of SIBU all so greenish~ wuwuwu the fruitty ice~kam puah~wahliao~miss so baddddd... any...

sheesh...talk about close call... well should give her a good and dramatic introduction... tala la la... it's my CLUMSIEST YET SAYANG ME de AUNTY...MRS.HELEN CHAI... WELL-OH-WELL HOW CAN THIS EVEN HAPPEND?! ok cut the drama... well was their at Hartmas follow my aunt to meet her client...well as usual i just go there and accompany her...then i just Starbucking over there...blogging ah~msning ah...enjoy my day... well there was some drama... there is these few people were snapping picture with there bazooka~ the model name raymond~keep yell and yell...make me look up numerous time untill im like... numb already... -.- then there was this cute lil baby opposite me in his granny arm~keep baby talking 2 me... ^^ it was like...SHUT UP LA!!! kidding nia ~haha so cute...i walk there and pad his lil head~ his a mix oh~malay with kadahzhan... i wonder why my aunt was taking so long... BUT i didnt message her... then she called... "ray...i totally forget about you...i almost leave witho...

today woke up with a slide-ly lonely~ but then after scratching my hair...rubbing my eyes... i smile AUTOMATICALLY...O.o then i'm like "GET UP!! LET'S GO" this positive is so strong,i feel stress free suddenly...i try to emo but then i'm not feeling any... instead i felt so free...it's quite sometimes this feeling is not here...im ready to GO again... i want to hold a friend now to talk how happy i am now...what am i happy over...i have no idea~ just want to happy i guess...haha please god let this vibe stay here...it belongs in my heart...i need it...and also my friend~i need to lead them again...i want them back to me... i pray for them~bad luck just leave us alone... I'm ready for heavy task~ i have so many goal~need to archieve: 1)dance again with CYNTHIA 2)do something with my look 3)score my result in year 2 with flying colour 4)learn fashion from AVIS 5)improve workmanship by helping IVAN 6)BE A MULTI-TASK part timer 7)improve my english with help f...