~my Story~

phew....quite a while i din update my blog~shzz..... after all de hardwerk ~at last can hv a moment 4 my own~ 2 calm down~ i wanna go 2 sea side~ i jus wanna sit there at the beach~listen 2 the sound of wave~ feel the brezee~calm down myself~ i dunno why~jus fell like everything is againts my will~ is this wat u call tat challenge~ sory 2 say i'm a guy tat hate challenging stuff ~ i jus wanna live an easy life~ nvr hv this felling of crying ~ since .............05 i cry 4 # once~bcuz of cant let go~ i miss # sometime~but i found out tat "ei, seems like i startin 2 4get bout #?!" tat day i saw # in a mall~ after a warm (so called) hello~ we walk on the different path~ somehow~ i still hv abit heartache~ houhou~ no big life still go on~ haha~ hope n wish 4 the best~ eh.....nex week is the orientation week shoot~ they r coming in new stu~ dents~not stupid k!!! anyway makin tang lung wth?!?!?!?!?! not even mooncake festival yet~ moreover the nothingham university is coming o...

DEAR~if 1 day u lost erself~turn back.... instead of keeping on... DEAR~if u fell tired ~take a rest....plz... instead of forcing erself... DEAR~if u r free~do u mind~miss me...plz... imstead of 4gettin me... DEAR~if u fell cold~come back 2 me...plz instead of run away... DEAR~where u go?Plz come back home~ instead of lettin me stand infront of the doorstep~ crying n wait bcuz of worrying~ DEAR~i miss u~do u miss me? cuz i am... i wouldnt let u go~cuz I LOVE YOU... DEAR~may i be er 1 n only light tower if u r lost in the middle on er trip~ its ok...i'm takin this voyage vt u ... so i wont lose u anymore~

BAD LUCK name list:- 1)re-do miss ruby stupid numbers werk~wat the *&^%@!#$ 2)miss catherine werks ~ still survive but not 4 long 3)miss michelle critical studies~ talk about i'm lost 4)stupid books dead line~ kill me 5)not enough sleep ~ pimples all come out ahhh~ anyway claire is right every1 hv equal pressure as i do well it seems she can handle it very well instead of run away like me~ poor me~ anyway i should encourage myself instead of hide away~ long live king 'mua' haha anyway i reli need a gd rest after all this peace~

that day~we had a chat~ chatting bout how's life goin~ u seems happy anyway~but it turns the other way when i ask u ~ bout @~ u startin 2 cry~tears falling from er eyes ~slip through er cheek n drop on my palm~ i catch it~nvr let er tears drop again~ strong 1 like u can nvr cry but u did tat day~ my heart suddenly hv a fellings like this~ which i nvr had it b4~ they say heartache~tat born from loVE~ i was shock how could this happen~ but i know tat i love u~ as always do ~ can nvr let u know~ i choose 2 hide behind u n support u silently~ which u can hardly seen~

what makes u anxious n worry, missing some1 suddenly? what makes u shy,speechless,er body seems like run out of strength when u see some1? what makes u hv a kind of felling tat u had nvr have? obviously its er LOVE 1..... somehow there is some difficulties like these when u don wan 2 let tat person (u know wat i mean ppl) know~or couldnt let tat person know~painful rite? 1)Normal Relationships(boys & girls) ~boy: worry wheather tat girl like him anot,afraid tat one step of mistakes bring down the whole monument~sometimes pretend they actually like the same thing~entertain her 2 make her notice u~ ~girl: worry tat is this guy reli likes me? afraid 2 approach 2 him,felt jealous when he's talkin 2 others instead of her~do sth 2 fulfilled there request the so called GF achievement (watever)~~ 2)Another type of relation ship( G & L ) G: hard 2 find, might not be accepted~weird eye sight of ppl~shame~especially they dunno there love 1 is...